I'm cutting as deep as the blade can go......im starving so I wont feel anymore.....im crying I'm soo alone.....laxatives, painkillers, weed, meth and depression sometimes it sucks...
I gave my first handjob! ! ! oh my goodness I had no idea what I was doing! ! ! I didn't know when to stop, or how to do it! ! ! But when I got done he asked if I ever gave one...
do you know how some people just kiss the same gender to see if they lik it?
well I'm one of those people.i have kissed a girl more 10 times and damn right I enjoyed it.i still...
So tell me what do you think other people think of you? the leader? the follwer?
the loner, or just the wacky one??? come out with what you think they say when
your not around to...
I haven`t really liked anyone in nearly a year.
My friend kissed me last night. And now I like him.
It was perfect. Sweet and just perfect.
But i`m too messed up to offer him...
Of myself.Of being alone.Of making more mistakes.Of loving but not feeling loved.Of just being so beaten down that I might not be able to rise back up again.I'm afraid I might...
Ok I'm 21 and my boyfriend asked for a blowjob today.i really want to but can anyone tell me what you do..im scared ill hurt him or something like that and dont say it cimes...
So after I figured out my best friend has been secretly seeing the guy she promised she wouldnt cause I'm in love with him, I got mad at the guy because he told my friend I said...
They say Hugs are Bandages for a wounded heart.
I guess that's what I miss most about him.
He gives the best hugs.
Now that he's no longer a big part of my life, the world seems...
I cant walk in heels.i havent told anyone but now I have to take part in a wedding and I'm required to wear 6 inch heels.Lets see how this turns out.........
I used to weigh 130 lbs...
and now I weigh about 105, mind I'm really short...
and On my inner thighs I hav gross stretch marks..
and I'm tan..so the stretch marks r white...i...
Ok so I used to starve myself not bcos I wanted to lose weight but bcos I made myself belive I needed to do it.Then I stop but I used to take laxatives way b4 I starved myself but I...
Really alone right now.
my mom still wont look
at me, matt had to go
to some place with his parents and
they wouldn't let him
stay.
and now that daddy's gone...
PLEASE end this before this end me
I'm TERRIFIED of looking at myself, I don't want to gain weight, but I literally cant live at this weight.I might as well be dead.
why do I do...
So you don't want to give me any hope, ok I understand.If you dont want to give me any hope that's fine, as long as we are on the same page, then I haveto oblidge.So be it, life...
My husband can have a temper sometimes..He gets upset over something and will call me (which I'm glad he calls me.) But just not when I am at work.He will call me at work and be all...
