I cannot trust and it cripples me beyond what I thought possible.this lack of trust stems from a childhood where my father was never around, and I only found out the other night...
We've been together for nearly two months and tomorrow will be the first time I step foot in your house and meet some of your family members :)
i can't wait ...
Everyone that I thought would always stay with me has broken off and disappeared.those friendships I made, all the secrets shared and promises made to keep them all seem like a...
I enjoy every last cigarette I have ever had because halfway through each one I think to myself, "well, I'm just a little closer to death".Not to be overdramatic but Iam not too...
Today for me is the start of everything call it a new years resolution, I will, get a job, do good in school, lose weight, and stop being a waste of space....
I displace my emotions because my dad left me so I compensate by seeing guys who treat me like he should have.i recently found him, but deep wounds dont heal.....
I think I'm crazy my boyfriend says I'm physco all the time and I think hes right
but I cant go get help cuz then people will think I'm weirder than they already do
or they...
I want be in Forensic's as a Medical Examiner.I have always wanted to be able to figure out how some died and what caused there death.I have been watching shows bout it like...
I really want to ask my (male and gay) friend to sleep with me (a girl).As in actually sleeping.Just...something about sleeping with someone seems so very comforting.Like a teddy...
I wish my dad hugged me more, I wish he wasnt so distant.I just want to feel loved so I dont feel so alone.I tell him I wish he hugged me and tell me he loves me but he says he does...
My ex boyfriend and I used to be best friends, before and even after we dated.
I was happy when I was around him.
But we got in a fight, I forgot what about.
And now we don't...
My dad used to be very abusive to me and my mom.He used to get stoned and then destroy the house and beat one me and my mom.
My mom doesnt live with us anymore and my dad doesnt...
I'm such a damn coward.
I'd never commit suicide because I'm afraid of causing myself pain and I'm afraid of hell.
So I don't cut. I'm a coward and afraid of pain.
If I...
I'm so sick of hearing about you and him.Stop asking me if hes online, or if ive talked to him.I'm constantly trying to talk to you because I'm isserable and having a pretty...
