Abortion
Posted by dtm19 on 7/8/2008 2:17:00 PM
my ex got pregnant cuz all i ever cared about was fuckin her. i always yelled at her and pretended i would hit her but i never did.one time i punched the pillow and made her cry cuz she wouldnt have sex with me.we dated for 3 years on and off but i stopped caring about her back in the 1st year. she was gorgeous and was just a trophy girl to drag around town and say hey look how gorgeous she is. in my mind, she was a livin sexual goddess. all i cared about was banging her and tell her to leave right away after sex. we had nothing to talk about. she wouldnt even kiss me anymore or move during sex. it was like i was raping her almost but i was obssesed with her body. she wanted to move far away to school and i didnt want her to so i got her pregnant on purpose by not pullin out and even cumming on my fingers and rubbing back in. she had an abortion but i begged her to have my baby just cuz i didnt want to lose her. i had dreams it was a baby girl that was as beautiful as she is with golden hair .i even had a name for the girl in my head.to me, i had a dughter.and about 9 months after the abortion she admitted it was a boy. she was 5 and a half months before she had the abortion and no one in her family knows about it. she would wear sweaters to hide her bump.
i know youll never read this but i am so sorry i treated you like this ever since you were 16. im sorry i became obsessed with sex and im sorry i got you pregnant on purpose. i know you said you forgive me for all the times i yelled and forced you to have sex but it still haunts me everynight. and when i think of you with someone else i feel like ill throw up. i was so delusioned i actaully thought you belonged to me. im sorry ang
ever since i have been back to cocaine and wild sex parties. i dont feel my connection with God anymore.
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i know youll never read this but i am so sorry i treated you like this ever since you were 16. im sorry i became obsessed with sex and im sorry i got you pregnant on purpose. i know you said you forgive me for all the times i yelled and forced you to have sex but it still haunts me everynight. and when i think of you with someone else i feel like ill throw up. i was so delusioned i actaully thought you belonged to me. im sorry ang
ever since i have been back to cocaine and wild sex parties. i dont feel my connection with God anymore.
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you are a bad person
Posted by collegesecrets on 11/9/2008 10:51:00 AM (Report abuse)
i know a guy who did this to a friend, and it DESTROYED her. She was in and out of the hospital because she tried to commit suicide so many times, and just did not want to live anymore. If ur ex didn't want to have sex with you and you knew it, YOU RAPED THAT GIRL. Go get help from a therapist, and never speak to her again.
it's good you are admitting ur mistakes, but you also need to get off the drugs and everything else and see a therapist if u ever want to heal and have a real relationship.
it's good you are admitting ur mistakes, but you also need to get off the drugs and everything else and see a therapist if u ever want to heal and have a real relationship.
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/14/2008 11:07:00 PM (Report abuse)
As shitty as what you did may be, I think its good that you have at least come to terms and admitted to the way you were and the way you treated her. I was in a very abusive relationship so I know how it is from her angle. most men think that it's okay and never realize they have done anything wrong...
Although i must honestly say... the hurt and regret that your feeling for the way you treated her is not even 1/10 of the way she must have felt. always remember that
And "V".... you have no idea what kind of dad he would have been...
Although i must honestly say... the hurt and regret that your feeling for the way you treated her is not even 1/10 of the way she must have felt. always remember that
And "V".... you have no idea what kind of dad he would have been...
Posted by Jess on 7/9/2008 8:44:00 PM (Report abuse)
U feel so sorry for urslf for putting here through all that. I would have left ur ass a long time ago. U need help with the drugs though. Not a good thing to turn to. Also with the baby like all the sorry ass teenage dads that dont help support the kids is what kind of dad u may have been. Would u want that kid to live and know that it has no support and a dad that is a dead beat. So many men are sorry ass' and dont support their kids.
Posted by V on 7/9/2008 5:58:00 PM (Report abuse)
woah there..thats a little crazy!! poor girl, you were such an asshole, and maybe you should find counseling and pay for it for her since you fuked her up
Posted by KK7 on 7/9/2008 12:31:00 PM (Report abuse)
you should feel bad, ass.
Posted by Bigjerk on 7/9/2008 1:34:00 AM (Report abuse)