Abused,bruised and confused
Posted by Lilly1234 on 9/7/2008 1:53:00 PM
I feel guilty for this but I hate them.
they brought me to this world, yet they call me a mistake
they bully, call me names , hit , crush and treat me like shit, yet I stay
I cry everyday, wishing for someone to just kill me
one time she looked right into my face and said "why do you bother reading , you'll never me anything".
I just want to run away but I have no where to go.
No one knows, at school (i'm the happiest person in the world/ I'm a good actress)
i hate my condescending ignorant parents.
i only stay to protect my siblings
I wish I had someone to hold me when my heart is aching and the tears can't stop flowing.
but i know i have no one
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they brought me to this world, yet they call me a mistake
they bully, call me names , hit , crush and treat me like shit, yet I stay
I cry everyday, wishing for someone to just kill me
one time she looked right into my face and said "why do you bother reading , you'll never me anything".
I just want to run away but I have no where to go.
No one knows, at school (i'm the happiest person in the world/ I'm a good actress)
i hate my condescending ignorant parents.
i only stay to protect my siblings
I wish I had someone to hold me when my heart is aching and the tears can't stop flowing.
but i know i have no one
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I'm so sorry. There has to be a counselor or someone you can talk to about your situation. It's not ok for your parents to treat you that way. It's wrong and they shouldn't be allowed to raise your siblings and do the same thing to them. You're very strong and I know you can overcome what they've done to you! You deserve so much more and you will have it once you get away from them.
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/2/2008 7:51:00 AM (Report abuse)
holy crap this is my story!!!! keep your head up it will get better you will make it my mom hit me every day if she wasnt hitting me then she was telliing me how worthless ugly fat stupid no good, i'd never amount to anything, i was a lowlife, i looked like a prstitute with make up on i was a mistake.....and then i successfully wasted 10 yrs of my life doing turning into the person my mother always told me i was. i also have a younger brother and sister who never got it as bad as i did.my dad was always trying to be a good man for my mom that he forgot he had to be one for me also.
figure out your dreams and go acheive them that is the only way you will ever break the cycle try not to replace your pain with food drugs alcohol sex and deal with it head on you are a soldier you have already been thru more battles than most of your peers will ever face be proud that you are still alive still breathing stiil expecting to someday find real love Believe me its out there and it doesnt always hurt. i've spent the past year or two trying to bring my life together its definatly hard work but well worth it
i found real lovethru jesus you should try him it might work for you.
figure out your dreams and go acheive them that is the only way you will ever break the cycle try not to replace your pain with food drugs alcohol sex and deal with it head on you are a soldier you have already been thru more battles than most of your peers will ever face be proud that you are still alive still breathing stiil expecting to someday find real love Believe me its out there and it doesnt always hurt. i've spent the past year or two trying to bring my life together its definatly hard work but well worth it
i found real lovethru jesus you should try him it might work for you.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/9/2008 1:15:00 AM (Report abuse)
go to your local church and speak with them about your situation. you can join a bible study group for fulfillment with Jesus,fellowship,make friends. you'll also be invited for socials;movies,dinner,etc. they have many for different ages. I recommend a baptist church that continues to grow. have any family that would help you,let you live with them? or child protective services. just pray to jesus,he will come thru for you. he is always with you,he will never leave you. ask for strength,comfort. hugs hope you and your siblings find a way to cope thru church and get away from your parents.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/8/2008 5:02:00 PM (Report abuse)
Yes ver ygood book ilove it .....
i have a freind who is going throught this right now and shes just got out of the hospital for over dosing on anti-depresants....... i would stand upa nd say something to your parents....tell themyour tired of being treated like shit!!!
i have a freind who is going throught this right now and shes just got out of the hospital for over dosing on anti-depresants....... i would stand upa nd say something to your parents....tell themyour tired of being treated like shit!!!
Posted by DiamondDrawls on 9/8/2008 3:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
have you ever read "a child called it"? your situation might not be as bad as his was but you are still dealing with shit that no one deserves to go through. if you are young, maybe you should talk to someone at school, seriously. if you are older, try to hold out a little bit longer until you can move out. unless you seriously want to press charges on them. i'll keep thinking of you, good luck.
Posted by Daisy on 9/7/2008 8:37:00 PM (Report abuse)