Acting isn't always fun...
Posted by honeybee on 6/11/2008 11:15:00 PM
I hallucinated about killing myself six months ago after going out on a two day bender, it wasn't the first time. I saw a psychologist and never told her about it, because she spent our session drawing stars on her clip-board... or anyone in fact. I've wanted to die since I was nine, but I know that I could never actually kill myself. I just hold all the pain inside.
I don't know if this makes me suicidal or just depressed.
I often wonder if I will ever stop acting happy and just BE happy.
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I don't know if this makes me suicidal or just depressed.
I often wonder if I will ever stop acting happy and just BE happy.
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wait. are you acting professionally, or just acting like youre happy?
because if you are an actor...i am an actor and i love it. there are thousands are starving artists out there trying to look for a job that you already have. you should appreciate what you have... unless you have stage parents...
and if it is just general... well everyone fakes happy. this is what i learned over the years. the truth is. if youre sad, the only thing you can do is make things better. no matter how much you can convince yourself that youre happy when youre sad, it just makes it worse. the only thing you have to concentrate are your perks of being yourself. you are obviously wealthy enough to afford a computer to post this and im sure everythig else is going fine. just believe in yourself. and life will follow
good luck!
because if you are an actor...i am an actor and i love it. there are thousands are starving artists out there trying to look for a job that you already have. you should appreciate what you have... unless you have stage parents...
and if it is just general... well everyone fakes happy. this is what i learned over the years. the truth is. if youre sad, the only thing you can do is make things better. no matter how much you can convince yourself that youre happy when youre sad, it just makes it worse. the only thing you have to concentrate are your perks of being yourself. you are obviously wealthy enough to afford a computer to post this and im sure everythig else is going fine. just believe in yourself. and life will follow
good luck!
Posted by Lacey on 6/12/2008 11:00:00 AM (Report abuse)
i knoww what your going through i act everyday too ... i gets exhuasting... i always wanted to kill myself. i ruined my body by becoming bulimic.... i hated going to professionals to talk to them to see if they could helpp i still do.... i feel like they dont understand.... i finally stopped though.... i saw the people i was hurting.... sooo please dont do itt its not worth it trust me
Posted by Amanda lynnn on 6/12/2008 7:37:00 AM (Report abuse)
wow that was me in 7th grade... what i learned was the world is so much better when you look over the bad and try to focus on the good. Like i had people that i thought were my real friends come to find out they wern't well. things like these are going to happen all the time. But what you need is to get some really great friends who can help you learn how to live. and don't get me wrong i know that its not that easy to find friends but just be open and talk to people you know branch out a little. it could work give it a shot. and just try to live life to the fullest!
good luck!
good luck!
Posted by Umm on 6/12/2008 7:36:00 AM (Report abuse)