Acting real real dumb

With a cigarrete in my mouth and a razor in my hand.No one is home and I want a drug.Any drug, cocaine, heroin, weed.Yeah, I am dumb.Who cares?I am tired of feeling this way, of feeling alone.I am suicidal anyway.I will end up killing myself one of these days, so why care about the future.I will never have a man, a future, Kids or anything.I should just be a drug addicted and live on the streets.So my family could be happier.I dont give a FUCK ANYMORE
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lonely4eva
I didn't like it. I don't know if it's different for males, but I never felt safe sleeping out in the open like that. I'd end up wandering all night and wasted a hell of a lot of money on crappy motel rooms, which only adds to money issues.
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phraser
Dont be sorry.Youre opening my eyes
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lonely4eva
I live on the streets, it's not that bad.
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ToHellWithLogic
Sorry.
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phraser
I hate HATE HATE to agree with you.HATE
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lonely4eva
No, I don't. People can survive just fine without long-term shelter and a few addictions under their belt. You purposefully see out a lifestyle like that and you'll just be giving yourself more reason to be unhappy.
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phraser
I just want to die.Is that too much to ask?If I start taking drugs,I wont last much longer.If I live on the streets,Something will kill me..get that?
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lonely4eva
You're being silly. All this negative self talk is complete nonsense and I think you know that. You don't need any of the shit you're giving yourself. Why put up with it?
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phraser
Hey.. Cmon?
Don't think of yourself like that. Think better for yourself.
You don't want to be drug addicted and on the street. Thats no way to live. Depressed or not..
Do you wanna talk to me?
I'm a good listener.
I also have to take alot of pills just to be happy. I know kinda how you feel.
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