And, It Starts Again

This was what I was afraid of happening, and I was right, where Derek was just a stupid talking meathead who knew absolutely nothing about me and what I grew up with. I'm glad he's gone. He was an insulting, rejecting belittler to me, thought he knew what was best for me, which is why I figured that he and my mother would love each other. They have that way too much in common. I ended up having every right to be very concerned and worried coming back here with her up my rear.

After 20 years, she's doing the same shite to me. You know, when your almost 40-year-old daughter is begging you to stop, to shut up, shouting her pleas, offering an extra hundred dollars more a month if you'll just stop doing this, and trying to remind you that it never ever worked for you in the past, YOU MIGHT JUST WANT TO STOP, YOU GERIATRIC STUBBORN PSYCHOPATH!
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Mopy
possibly complex PTSD from being a child of a NPD parent. Possibly in need of N.A. meetings. find a psychiatrist, through family doctor it's free as long as you have your healthcard.
https:/youtu.be/VwZ4OR_mioI
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I wasn't wrong, before. I was meant to be here, but I think it's to fight what I didn't fight before, to fix what was always wrong. To succeed in breaking the blockade. THIS is the effing barrier, it was since childhood. The real problem I've always had is staring at me in the face. No more guesswork required. It's so obviously Psych 101 that it's embarrassing. Now is my time to finally fight it and win against it. There is no other choice, and I am not failing. Not this time.
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