Arghhh
Posted by guitaristnsinger on 7/22/2008 3:49:00 PM
I've been married since January of 07. My wife and I have a son born in January of 08. I love my wife more than anyone and everything. I love my son just as much. I have a daughter whom I rarely get to see, I love her as much also. My wife is soo good to me and our son, even to my daughter. She accepts my daughter and treats her as if she were her own. I am very greatful for our love.
I've been jobless now for 3 months and have had a really poor time finding work. I lost my job when our last home was condemned and torn down forcing us to move. She works and makes decent money but barely enough to get us by. I've been taking care of our son most of the time to try and let her not have to work and take care of him. I feel so terrible that I've not been working. I am not bringing in anything.
I don't want our marriage to dissipate due to my lack of a job. I know she's stressed about it. it shows in her actions. She treats me badly at times. She's not violent, she just gets rude and then makes everything my fault. This only makes me feel worse. Her parents have been telling her to leave me. I hope she doesn't, it wouldn't solve anything. I have been doing all I can around the home, but what i need is a job. I need some income. this small town is not the place of opertunity, but i can't drive.
I'm to the point that i'm about willing to whore myself out. We've even been discussing making porn on the internet to try and get by.
I dont know anymore. I'm a musician I play guitar(17 yrs) I sing, I write music and poetry, but there are no people looking for singers guitarists in my town. Therese no work for a starving artist here. I'm a funny guy, there are no comedy clubs here for me to do stand up. I repair pc's and all video game systems and even mod game systems. I'm a smart college educated guy, but there is no work around here. I can't even find work at the local grocers or fast food. It's pathetic. I feel like such a loser. Maybe I can sell a kidney or something.
hutchinson mn is such a small town with no opertunities.
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I've been jobless now for 3 months and have had a really poor time finding work. I lost my job when our last home was condemned and torn down forcing us to move. She works and makes decent money but barely enough to get us by. I've been taking care of our son most of the time to try and let her not have to work and take care of him. I feel so terrible that I've not been working. I am not bringing in anything.
I don't want our marriage to dissipate due to my lack of a job. I know she's stressed about it. it shows in her actions. She treats me badly at times. She's not violent, she just gets rude and then makes everything my fault. This only makes me feel worse. Her parents have been telling her to leave me. I hope she doesn't, it wouldn't solve anything. I have been doing all I can around the home, but what i need is a job. I need some income. this small town is not the place of opertunity, but i can't drive.
I'm to the point that i'm about willing to whore myself out. We've even been discussing making porn on the internet to try and get by.
I dont know anymore. I'm a musician I play guitar(17 yrs) I sing, I write music and poetry, but there are no people looking for singers guitarists in my town. Therese no work for a starving artist here. I'm a funny guy, there are no comedy clubs here for me to do stand up. I repair pc's and all video game systems and even mod game systems. I'm a smart college educated guy, but there is no work around here. I can't even find work at the local grocers or fast food. It's pathetic. I feel like such a loser. Maybe I can sell a kidney or something.
hutchinson mn is such a small town with no opertunities.
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Posted by Babyhedred on 7/24/2008 8:21:00 AM (Report abuse)
If she loves you, she won't leave you.
Posted by H on 7/24/2008 4:24:00 AM (Report abuse)
Before you become a man-ho, get registered with as may job agencies as you can. Try commission sales. If you can sell, you will never want for anything. Read books on the subject. Look the part and pick a product you believe in. Make a five year plan. Break it down and hustle your ass without making porn.
Because dude... if your wife is ok with you making porn, you've got bigger problems.
Because dude... if your wife is ok with you making porn, you've got bigger problems.
Posted by Try this on 7/23/2008 8:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
if you are a smart, college educated person, you should have no trouble finding a job. if you still cant, you can TRY selling your porn on the internet, but i would think that would be pretty difficult if you dont work for a company? i dont know how that works.
try Craigslist.com
it has jobs, and even talent jobs where people are looking for people like you to work.
just do what you can to make her happy. keep the house clean, try to put dinner on the table and make her comfortable when she comes home.
this is hard to say becuase my roomate pays for the house and everything. he stresses about money and that i dont really help out. so i just try to clean the house and make dinner and have a movie ready for when he gets home.
things will pick up, i believe you can find a job if you get out of your hole and really try to get things accomplished. if you act like your the best person for the job, you will get it.
also, im sure you know about welfare...they should be paying you for being jobless...my friend quit her job and the gov gave her $300 a month. im sure you qualify for food stamps...theres many ways to get money from the government to help you guys along until you find a job. you just have to get off your butt and get it done. search the internet.
dont whore yourself out. thats degrading. and everyone will find out. and your wifes parents will REALLY want her to leave you.
xoxo good luck
try Craigslist.com
it has jobs, and even talent jobs where people are looking for people like you to work.
just do what you can to make her happy. keep the house clean, try to put dinner on the table and make her comfortable when she comes home.
this is hard to say becuase my roomate pays for the house and everything. he stresses about money and that i dont really help out. so i just try to clean the house and make dinner and have a movie ready for when he gets home.
things will pick up, i believe you can find a job if you get out of your hole and really try to get things accomplished. if you act like your the best person for the job, you will get it.
also, im sure you know about welfare...they should be paying you for being jobless...my friend quit her job and the gov gave her $300 a month. im sure you qualify for food stamps...theres many ways to get money from the government to help you guys along until you find a job. you just have to get off your butt and get it done. search the internet.
dont whore yourself out. thats degrading. and everyone will find out. and your wifes parents will REALLY want her to leave you.
xoxo good luck
Posted by Kk7 on 7/23/2008 2:59:00 PM (Report abuse)
I'm so sorry :( I hope all turns out ok.
Posted by Bliss on 7/22/2008 10:45:00 PM (Report abuse)