Aww I miss this so much

I miss actually having a crush on a guy, I mean I have not had a crush on a guy in a while, I just really miss the feeling of seeing a guy that I'm crushing on at the mall or at the movies or whatever I like that feeling that I get when I have butterflies or my heart starts racing like crazy, now an days I don't get out the house much and when I do I run into guys who are just dumb, nothting intresting about them at all same ole lame bulls*** douchbags : (