Bleed it out

dont do it life sucks at time but it just makes you a better person things will get better in a mtter of time just dont do it

If you cut your arm up a few seconds ago how on gods saggy testicles are you writing this now?? idiot

I know this was a while back but mega HUGS!
I used to cut too but eventually i stopped i hope soon when your ready you'll stop too :)
-Rebekah xoxoxox

DUDE!! I totally know what that's like! I have also been accused of attention seeking, but I don't want attention, i want to be left alone and no one gets that. We can bleed out together, considering tha's what I'm doing too, except on my thigh. It won't stop...

do something youve never done!

plzz dont if u need anyone to talk to talk to me! dont kill ur self!:[ ill give u a cookie,

Nosurprise, that was well handled except for the dumbass comment, but i understand and agree!!

LONELYGUY~ Understand that you are what you want and not what they say!! Life is great at times and shitty at others, but no matter what it is worth living just to see all of lifes weird odds and ends!! at 17 you dont really have all of the life skills needed in order to survive the world but you do have enough to go out and take on the world and live it your way but safe! please try and stay with us and get through!! please check inand shout ourt to let us know your ok!! I care!

I could help you, if you wanted it..







Your welcome, take care.
And try not to murder your arm next time.

:/ this isn't good
you really might need a doctor
if it's gaping open at ALL you should get stitches (I'm not saying that if you don't you will deffinetly die, which is a possibility, but they will heal really badly... i have probably 50 scars that are these odd bumped up ovals)
if you want to talk more privately you can e-mail me at bnwranbo@yahoo.com
i hope you feel better... and remember, being almost 18 you can get out soon..

yeah.......i can't wait til i'm out of this fucking place.....maybe if i just look forward to that maybe i could make it.....but i really don't know how to really talk to ppl face to face.....it would be awkward....well thanks for the advice...bye

Well your turning 18 meaning you could really throw yourself out there and live
and of course get out your parents house.

Simply change your thoughts and attitude.

i don't really see how to look at it from a different view and i'm 17 almost 18.........

Well that's what you see now but have you tried looking life from a different view?
How old are you?

yes.....that's basically what i'm saying, i've been homeschooled, i'm usually locked up in my room and the thing that touches me most is cutting my arm up.....sorry.......but i'm just a waste of space.....i don't really see my reason in life.....

So your saying basically you haven't really lived at all?

What touches you most?

well....whenever i feel stressed i just put on some really depressing music......or angry music......that's about all i do.....i can never get away...

You can't really get happiness though, it's simply a feeling. All you got to do is look inside yourself.

Happiness is different for everyone, some people find happiness in a child or a painting, some in music or friends. It all really depends on your character, what do you like to do?

i never felt hapiness...so i don't really know how to get it......sorry i'm so weird....but i don't really know........

Why do through so much to get back at them? When you can prove them wrong and be happy? Why let them bring you down? Your just as low for getting back at them. You got to just let it go, happiness is easier to find once you learn the great powerful ability to let go.

...........it helps.....to know that i might be hurting them by doing it because i'm sure that deep inside they care.....

Looks like were in the same boat. You shouldn't let your parents get to you like that. They shouldn't treat you like that either. Just because they think you are doesn't automatically mean you are. I am sure your a great person, but their too blind to see. Your still a dumbass for doing it though. If they hurt you then why add more hurt to yourself?

dad.....told me i was a screw up....an accident...that i shoulda never been born that i shoulda been aborted and my mother agreed......:( oh and i wrapped up my arm so it should do for now...i guess.

and saying how you want to die. What made you do this to yourself anyways?

i don't want attention...........i was just saying what i did....?????? geez

Your asking for attention in a negative way. There are healthier ways.

yeah.....thanks......now i really hope i die, just another person who doesn't give a fuck.....

Hey, your the dumbass who did it to yourself.