Or maybe to simplify... I am happy each day I spend with you. When I'm not with you, I remember your laugh, your smile and allow myself to dream. If all I can ever have is my dream of us I can live with it. In truth, I want to do more than live with a dream, I want to live. I want to do more than hear your laugh, I want to see you giggle. Take a chance with me, help me live out-loud. Giggle with me, cry with me, behave poorly with me, pout with me, sing with me.
My happiest thoughts are of me with you. My saddest thoughts are a few moments later when I once again realize that hope does not necessarily predict reality.
I want to believe in hope, I want to live in a a world where a true, honest and sincere desire to know someone has potential. Help me realize the potential of hope. I don't want to be cynical, convert me. Make me a believer.