I'm a junior in highschool fighting depression since 5th grade.I hid it until 8th grade when I started seeing a therapist after getting suspended from school.After a month I lied and said I was all better when it had just gotten worse.I have been lying to everyone I know for years making them believe that I'm happy and friendly when inside I can't stand living.I don't even feel depressed anymore, I just feel empty and lonely.I've learned to completely fake my personality and I'm in therapy again for "anxiety".I haven't even told my therapist how depressed I really am.I just go and hope that she helps in an indirect way.I have a lot of trouble asking for help.I have everything under control and I'm stable, I just hate living like this.
