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Posted by an anonymous user on 8/26/2008 6:58:00 PM
- I left my boyfriend because I wanted to sleep around, it broke his heart

- when I was 11-12 I was sexually abused by someone 2 years older than me, but I tell everyone that I lost my virginity to a girl and we had lesbian sex, when really all she did was touch me.and play "games".

- I'm disapointed in my parents.

- I didnt want the friends I had, so I started hanging round with new people and acting differently.I know that everyones disapointed and I know they all can see that iv changed..but I pretend that I havnt.

- I prefer males to females, because I like to feel not only protected, but flirted with.all the time.

- I tell people too much about myself and make myself sound like a slag without even meaning to..it just comes out and then its too late.

- I sleep around because I crave compliments..i hate my body.
also I like that I'm good at something for once.

- I miss who I was.

- I like to make guys fancy me, even if I dont plan on sleeping with them or dont really like them back, even if they have a girlfriend I just lie the attention.

- I secretly hate the fact that sex was never a big issue for me, I didnt think twice about losing my virginity, but I miss how in love I was at the time.


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To "anonymous user on 8/27/2008 10:35:00 PM"

I can only say 3 words. Karma Baby, Karma!
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/28/2008 9:43:00 AM (Report abuse)
I see a different you in your words and you were never afraid of changing so change now! It's not late. Change itself doesn't hurt but what hurts is the direction of your change. Start making new friends and live a new life. Do it.
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/28/2008 9:01:00 AM (Report abuse)
Wow, you're damaged goods alright. If I met you, I'd have a field day mutilating what's left. Either embrace your self-destruction and become something more, or you will meet someone like me who will convince you to kill yourself just for shits and giggles. And judging from the state you are in, I'd say it would take me maybe 3 months. You're pretty worthless right now so either realize this and do something to change, or die. Way I see it, you're just wasting valuable natural resources which can be better used by me.
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/27/2008 10:35:00 PM (Report abuse)
I can't say how many times I've been in your place. You are not alone out there. So many girls crave attention like that.

I guess what helped me most, is that I realized that all I needed in life is myself and my friends that love me.

I have no idea who you are, but I promise you. There will always be people out there that love you. Even if you don't know them.

Stay true to yourself. It's so important to accept you for who you are and stay strong. If you're having trouble finding the right person in life, just stop looking and they'll come when you least expect it. And remember that every minute you spend dwelling on your past is another minute you'll lose that you could have been being happy. Live in the now, not the past or future. Forgive yourself and get back into your life! We're only human. We make terrible mistakes everyday. But everyday you live is another chance life hands you to become what you want to be.
Posted by anniekmonroe on 8/27/2008 4:27:00 AM (Report abuse)
It's never too late to change.
You clearly are disappointed with yourself. Why don't you own up to all these things building up inside you and become the person you want to be? You became the person you didn't want to be so why shouldn't you be able to reverse that. Go for it.
Posted by Daisy on 8/27/2008 12:19:00 AM (Report abuse)
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