Confusion

Posted by an anonymous user on 6/22/2008 7:38:00 PM

i can't seem to be happy anymore. i am too dependent on men to make me happy. it sucks, but it is the truth. i always mess up the relationships. how? i don't know. but i am a big believer in Karma. I realized yesturday, that there is one man, who is right for me. too bad he thinks of me as his little sister. I have to act as if him touching and flirting with my friends or other women doesn't bother me, but deep down inside, its the most painful thing i have to encounter. Not seeing him or speaking to him makes me feel empty. when i am around him, and i look into eyes, i do think that he feels the way i feel, just can't admit to it, because of age, and because of the great friendship we already have.

Tags: age, friendship

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