CUTTING MY WRIST.

I'VE BEEN CUTTING MYSELF FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS NOW, RIGHT NOW IM ONLY 14 AND BEEN CUTTING MYSELF SINCE THE 6TH GRADE.I THINK IM ADDICTED AND THE BAD PART IS MY BESTFRIEND FOUND OUT SHE IS SO MAD AT ME AND SHE STARTED CUTTING HERSELF THIS YEAR AND I DONT LIKE THAT SHE DOES.AND I THINK IM ADDICTED BECUZ OF HOW LONG I'VE BEEN DOING IT, EVERYTIME I GET SAD ITS LIKE I HAVE TO DO IT, I CUT MYSELF WITH: GLASS, SCISSORS, RAZORS && OTHER SHARP THINGS I CAN FIND I CUT MYSELF DEEP AND NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT THIS && I WANT HELP JUST DONT KNOW WHERE TO FIND IT.I FEEL SO DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME WHETHER IT'S BECUZ OF A BOY TO BECUZ OF MY PARENTS && WHEN I CUT MYSELF I DO IT TO SAD SONGS OR HARD ROCK SONGS BUT THE TRUTH IS I TRY MY HARDEST TO STOP BUT I CANT.I THINK I NEED A MIRACLE RIGHT NOW.):
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I have a girlfriend who cuts herself and she's 12 years old
its breaking my heart so much and I can't take the stress and pain of her getting hurt I honestly don't know what to do she's addicted to it she tells me she's gonna stop but then she does it again and everytime I wanna get her help she talks me out of it and I don't know what to do anymore cuz its killing me that she cuts and I really want her to stop and the resin she cuts is because she is going thru a very tough time right now with all the deaths in her family and just so much stuff ppl saying there gonna commit suicide and she says the only reason she doesn't commit suicide is because of me but idk and she is suicidal she has had 3 suicide attempts so far and I just wish I could stop this but I can't and truth is I would do anything to stop this cuz I love her more than life itself more than anything in the world and plz if anybody has something to say about this plz just give me some suggestions :'(
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jeff_lapre
I'm 25 I stopped cutting 6 years ago when my daughter was born but its for her not me if I could I would keep it up life gets harder not better I no I have been through more the a war vet I have done pills it help still doing them but after so long I don't no what more to do I started at a out 6th grade I got to the point thAt normal cutting would not help I would go deeper and deeper each time hoping for more blood I looked at it as. Blood dont lie also I wanted to hurt my self not others also because I was so numb to life I needed to no I could still feel about that not wanting o hurt others was because I have hurt a lot and wanted to let them no u can't but me only I can
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icuttofeel
i am a cutter myself and i am 12 I started when i was in 6th grade and it was because of a big fight me and my friend got into. My other friend just found out about it and she said that she didn't know if she could trust me. My other friend cuts herself too and i feel as if she is the only one who understands that it just gets addicting and i feel as if we can do it together i really like that she will let me do it in font of her. she sometimes gives me razors for me to use and i think its cool. i will lend her stuff too and we will cut ourselves together but it is sort of hard because we can't wear stuff that doesn't cover us or else our parents will find out and then i will have to go back to therapy:(
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irishmonkey899
I don't no how to cut with scissors I tried but I'm afired to put lots of pressure down
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Jessjja
I'm 14 and I used to cut myself a lot I have 37 scars now and I've found better ways to get rid of what I'm feeling.I cry a lot and i listen to music .I sometimes draw what I'm feeling.because I have 2 friend they are my only friends and one of them is a guy who I like A LOT and they have taught me that I Dont need to harm myself over what I'm feeling .I have other ways of letting it out and now I still have depression disorder and eating disorder but now I can let out all that I'm feeling with out making more scars.I'm not pretty but I think my skin is better then me cutting it.whn I did cut I used a razor blade and scissors .and it was usually on my leg like upper leg and my arms and wrist and once my side .I've actually had suicide thoughts like other people I love dearly .but I found out if you want friends that care about you for you then you won't have to cut yourself because they will be there to listen and if any of you all wanna talk just comment .I'm here too .
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alleyminton
I'm a christian and my friend has cut herself before I Dont understand why people cut themselves but I just want all of u cutters to know that God loves u and that he doesn't want u to hurt I get mad to and u have punched a couple doors before but I have realized that it doesn't help n I hope u find a way to stop before it gets to serious
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alleyminton
Bleh x_x
im a cutter too.
I try to tell my parents but they alwas make me feel bad about something i did before so i forget to and then i do it again.
i can never find the right time to tell them.
maybe tommorow.
get help fast.
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ElmoLovie997
I CUT MYSELF TOO.. IM 12 AND I CUT MYSELF WITH BLADES OR GLASS OR ANYTHING SHARP ENOUGH TO CUT.. IVE BEEN CUTTING FOR ALMOST 4 MONTHS.. I DONT WANT TO TOP KUZ IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD... BUT MY MOM TRYED TO HELP ME.. BUT I DONT WANT TO.. I THINK IM ADDICTED TOO... (//_-)
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xXAnAhIXx
Tell your parents. I am doing it tonight.

Ima cutter
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ohno
Find your own way to deal.
It'll help so much.
It won't be easy,
I used to cut, I know how it is.
Dude, you know you want to stop.
Just replace cutting with something less intense.
You know?
Hurt yourself less every time,
right up to where, where you can sometimes have the feelings pass with maybe just crying.
It might take a while but you can do it.
Just don't give up.
Think about how good you'll feel when you stop.
You won't have to urge to cut, it'll feel so good, think about that.
It might help, dude, just believe you can stop,
maybe look to religion, hobbies where you can let your feelings out, whatever helps you deal.
Good Luck! :)

ive jiust started it and ive been cutting my self with sharp pens and pen lids
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emma555
umm... lol that is kinda weird that your friend does it after you do it...
I think she likes you and doesn't know how to admit it!!!
I cut myself too... it's a bad habit.....
I do it on my chest I don't let my clevage hang out...
It's not like your a sex addict or something like that because then it would be more serious you know... like you can catch HIV....
No one wants that, it's better off to stick to the loathsome cutting then the loud obnoxious whore type of self destruction... IN MY OPINION AT LEAST.
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hunnybunny13
I cut too seriously i think ur frend is being a weirdo seriously who cuts themself becuz a frend is doing it doesnt that strike ubas a little weird?!?!?!?!?!?!
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RonnieRadkeLuva
dont cut yourself
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emma555
caps lock is unneccesary. and coming from someone who's cut most their life, i don't see what the huge, enormous deal is about cutting? if you're safe, cutting is one of the safest ways out of a stressful situation. alchohol, drugs, or other bad ways to cope (vandalism, sex, ect) are all worse, and more dangerous!
granted, there are safer ways as well, but if you're safe and keep a first aid kit, i don't see why there's such an uproar? i think that non-cutters can't even imagine inflicting self-harm one theirselves, although they'll drink so much alcohol that they have to go to the hospital. they can't imagine doing that to themselves, so they think that it must be us who are deranged and mentally unstable.
also, the radical stance on cutting is, in my opinion, greatly fueled by the attention seekers. we all know who they are. dress all in black, possibly chains? they're "dark", "mysterious". they cut because they like the attention that is heaped on them. i'm not saying this is black and white, as i'm sure that dress doesn't make the case of cutting being a hobby or a dependence. you'll never know the true cutters, because we've perfected the fake smile, to the point where you'll never know how we truly feel. with the exception of 3 friends, nobody knows that i cut. hell, i've talked to colleages while bleeding! i will never dress like a "goth" or "emo". It's become a fashion statement instead of a way of life.
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anonymuos
I do it too.
I am depressed.
I need help too.
But really, I just want to find something sharper.
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goneinside
find help soon.....if you look up my secrete "i love to cut myself" you will see how bad it can get...
i seriously advise you to see my secrete and others to and then seek help before you do something you will regret
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marleylove
the strongest person that is going to help you is yourself. Figure out what your triggers are (what makes you need to cut) and get the sharps out of reach and out of sight. If you feel the need to cut, remove yourself from what ever room your in and get somewhere new and different or just start doing anything different. A walk outside does wonders. This will not be easy, its like getting off any drug really, especially if you've been doing that long, but its totally worth it. If your friend cuts too, help eachother by being the support for eachother. Call her when you feel like doing it, and maybe she'll do the same, talk it out. Maybe you can help each other heal. I was a cutter/SI'er for 14 years and I was able to quit, it took some effort but it is possible. I wish you the best of luck and the best of health.
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