Cutting...Sort of...First Time

I wish I could say what I truly feel.But I honestly don't know....I didn't raw blood.But they do sting.This was my first time "cutting." In total I "cut" myself 17 times.7 times on the top of my hand and the other ten on my wrist.Idk if they will scar....I honestly hope they do.As a memory.So that way I remember this day and what it felt like and if I EVER want to do it again.