there are signs and opportunities always present , we just don't recognize them. You're not going to get a lightening bolt all of a sudden so try to be happy with what you have and work hard to get in an environment which will make you better. Do what you can with everything you have make as many friends as you can because it opens doors.
God touches some people's heart to love you and you didnt realize
You got lucky to found hope because God gave you Hope and yet you didnt realize
God is testing you. Thats why he didnt show his true power and only made it invisible to us God is testing your faith to him.
When you enter the court of heaven
You'll say LORD LET ME ENTER HEAVEN
and God said "My Son, You've never gave me a sign that you love me and trust me no matter what happens and so am afraid that you are not in the right place in heaven"
