I honestly don't know where to begin.I never, ever talk about myself and I don't know where to turn.This just happened to be the first place I found and I have no idea what I'm doing here.
I'll start at the basics.I'm eighteen, a girl and I live in the UK.It's 2am and I am sitting in my room shaking and crying.
I'm scaring myself right now.I've been self harming for years now and no one has ever known aside from a few people I met online who I'm not all that close with.I've been clean for a good few months now but the urge is so unbearably strong.I feel like I'm going to and I'm scared at how bad it will be if I do.
I don't know where to turn and I'm just scared - terrified even.That's all I can think.I'm scared.
I don't know what to do.