Doesnt know
Posted by an anonymous user on 5/20/2008 4:14:00 PM
its been half a decade and i dont think i know who you are anymore. i want to leave but i cant. not because i love you but because im afraid of being alone. i hate you and i hate our relationship, i only love the thought of loving some and actually having a good relationship.
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loneliness is better than unhappiness. I was afraid to leave my ex but found a way out. I waited till he went to jail for the 5th time for being drunk and abusive and I closed out the savings account while he sat there wondering why I wouldn't come bail him out. Spent over 20 years wishing he would love me. It's all a fantasy.
Posted by OVER YOU on 6/11/2008 12:14:00 PM (Report abuse)
I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH.
I FEEL THE SAME WAY WITH MY BF. I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM FOR 6 YEARS AND THINGS ARE SO DULL BETWEEN US NOW.
HE SAYS HE IS UNHAPPY WITH ME AND I AM TOO.
I HATE HIM SOMETIMES. THE ONLY REASON I DON'T LEAVE HIM IS BECAUSE HE HELPS ME OUT WITH THE HOUSE BILLS.
BUT IF I WAS FINANCIALLY STABLED, I WOULD.
I FEEL THE SAME WAY WITH MY BF. I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM FOR 6 YEARS AND THINGS ARE SO DULL BETWEEN US NOW.
HE SAYS HE IS UNHAPPY WITH ME AND I AM TOO.
I HATE HIM SOMETIMES. THE ONLY REASON I DON'T LEAVE HIM IS BECAUSE HE HELPS ME OUT WITH THE HOUSE BILLS.
BUT IF I WAS FINANCIALLY STABLED, I WOULD.
Posted by BEEN THERE on 5/21/2008 12:43:00 PM (Report abuse)
that's awful. not on your part, for wanting to leave, but the fact that you're in that situation. i really hope things get better for you. i've been there. it's never an easy thing to step away from. in the end, you have to ask yourself if this is really how you're going to live the rest of your life and then decide whether or not you're willing to take the risk of stepping away from that.
Posted by Dottie on 5/21/2008 9:09:00 AM (Report abuse)