End of my rope

The Lord knows about every little detail in your life. He knows exactly what your feeling, and even the details you've left out of you little post on this site. He bottles up every tear you shed, and even knows the exact count of how many hairs are on your precious little head! Suicide is a way out of life-indeed, BUT-you honestly do not want to do that. There is so much more to life than your experiencing. There is a whole other lifestyle with many rewards to live and receive from. Jesus knows your thoughts, and He knows that satan can put evil gravely thoughts into your mind, but He loves you and doesn't want you to take your own life, or even speak of such. The spirit of depression is truly 'A SPIRIT', not just some '..feeling' your feeling. Your being tormented by the loss of numerable people in your life, and now the one person you were clinging to is leaving you as well. It may not be from death, but its a loss, just the same. There is someone who is there even while you sleep, that will never leave you nor forsake you, and thats Jesus. He loves you, when you cry, He crys, when you love someone, He smiles. You don't want to die, you just want to be loved, needed, cherished by someone, and the list goes on. God loves you, Jesus needs you, cherishes you and your precious life.....want to go to a place where there's no judgement upon you, and instant love? find a church and get involved with other youths, ya know, you 'NEVER' really know what people are going through, so your not alone on this. Taking your life, or even speaking about it, is all in the same to the Creator who 'gave you life'. Pray...thats the best thing you can do, and because I know Jesus personally, (you can too, & experience blessings and joy and even that little word: 'love' abundantly!) Prayer changes things! One more thing, always remember Jesus is with you, watching you, and even smiles while looking at you sleep. Your FATHER is a KING, your inheritence is inmeasurable with riches, I kinda got off the subject, but as i was saying, because Jesus abides in me, and I in Him, that makes me 'love you too'. Whom ever you are, I want you to know, that I will pray for you tonight, and for a while, its an oath, so while you don't know me, and I don't know you-personally, that won't matter, because Jesus is the center of my love for your soul, for your life, and for you. Just pray pray pray pray!! He never turns a blind eye, or a deaf ear to you, and never will!
Love (yes .... 'love')
Jesus & Me
ps.......
Don't forget, you have somebody praying for you for right after I click 'post ur comment', and tonight and for days/wks to come, because you do not , i repeat, "DO NOT" want to experience HELL! It's a real place, the devil is real, and he is putting those depressive thoughts in your mind, and the spirit of depression is tormenting you, bind that spirit and command it back to hell where it came from and pray a prayer of salvation for your soul, and watch the blessings, new friends, new BEST FRIENDS, new self esteem, selfworth, new personal relationship with Jesus, new new new everything, 'A WHOLE NEW LIFE' happen to you and FOR YOU!
*smile-some1 is loving you and doesn't even know you!*
J.T.

who doesnt?
everyone feels that at least once in there life

I do but just keep on going. some day you will look back and be sooo happy you didnt die
and many other people will to

get a hobby, a new job meet new people and start your life over
dont let yourself die, but let your past die and start over