Family Issues?
Posted by an anonymous user on 6/6/2008 1:16:00 AM
I don't 'hate' my life, but I know that in the past I said I have many times before.
I have chronic depression but I don't show it at all.
I come from a family with extreme personality.
I truly love my mother because she lets me express myself and she respects me.
I LOVE my grandfather because he's the only father I had growing up, same with my other sisters. I miss him extremely.He died on Thanksgiving of '07.
I still cry myself to sleep sometimes thinking about him. Is it wrong to cry over someone like this? it only happens at night before I go to sleep because I have all this free time to think. I mainly think of all our good times together and it makes me miss him, but I know he's in a better place now.
I've never met my real father due to the fact that he's an alcoholic & wife beater.
I was talking to one of my best friends and he's the ONLY person that I can trust, and I love him dearly for that, but he called me a "mistake" child.
This is the first thing I've heard come out of his mouth that wasn't sweet, caring, or funny.
Am I a mistake child?
My mother wasn't married and only dated this guy for a short period of time and he's an ALCOHOLIC! Does that mean they could've been drunk together?
I can't see my mother doing that, though.
Answers anyone?
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I have chronic depression but I don't show it at all.
I come from a family with extreme personality.
I truly love my mother because she lets me express myself and she respects me.
I LOVE my grandfather because he's the only father I had growing up, same with my other sisters. I miss him extremely.He died on Thanksgiving of '07.
I still cry myself to sleep sometimes thinking about him. Is it wrong to cry over someone like this? it only happens at night before I go to sleep because I have all this free time to think. I mainly think of all our good times together and it makes me miss him, but I know he's in a better place now.
I've never met my real father due to the fact that he's an alcoholic & wife beater.
I was talking to one of my best friends and he's the ONLY person that I can trust, and I love him dearly for that, but he called me a "mistake" child.
This is the first thing I've heard come out of his mouth that wasn't sweet, caring, or funny.
Am I a mistake child?
My mother wasn't married and only dated this guy for a short period of time and he's an ALCOHOLIC! Does that mean they could've been drunk together?
I can't see my mother doing that, though.
Answers anyone?
Tags: alcoholic, life, crying, help, family, issues
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Hunny, dont ever think that you were a "mistake" everything happens for a reason you were brought into this world because you were supposed to be. My parents were not married when they had me and sure I was not planned, but thats okay. Nothing is a mistake. Its a suprise something you didnt know you wanted untill you got it. Think of your grandpa and how much he loved you. How good you made his life being that you were born. You and he would have never had those memories. and as for your friends comment that was not very nice at all! but Im sure it was just a moment where the mouth works faster than the brain. Good luck with everything love xoxo!!
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