Forbidden fruit

Posted by an anonymous user on 7/5/2008 7:15:00 PM

he was so sexy he took most of the words from my mouth. He was dark, mysterious and so much fun. we only dated for about two weeks but they were intense. He made drugs seem so cool. we would get high and fuck, go to partys and we had all the money in the world it seemed like. I think the only reason I broke it off was cuz I got so insecure and got scared. Now I think he probally was to. I left him for someone who, when I look back, had drugs and acted like he was the shit. back then I guess I couldnt tell his ego from reality. my relationship with fuck-up B, was the hardest thing Ive ever been through. The places we hung out were nasty and so were we. He was insecure, a raging addict, controlling and mentally and physically abusive( all 135 lbs. of him). I also saw him overdose twice and had to sit in the emergency room with his family which was the most humilliating thing ever. I always sought comfort in my male friends, but never cheated on him. one guy that we lived with at the time would always make me feel better. No one took my mind off him like A. He always wanted to be with me, he would always get me high and never tell B (also his friend) We were friends like this for 3-4 years and in that time I left A and in about a month I was with who Im with now. He is awsome, he helped me get off coke, he loves me and treats me right. He didnt like me talking to A so besides one meeting he dosnt know about I have. I think A was jealous and my bf is rightly territorel. The thing that drives me crazy is I cant get A off my mind. I want to say hi on myspace sooo bad but I know that could dystroy my relationship. I dont know what to do and I really need some advice. Please let me know what you think. good or bad;)

Tags: drugs, sex, relationship

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