Help me. .

I'm done..I either want a way to kill myself or runaway..But neither of these are reasonable, so I jsut need hjelmp reaching out to someone..One of my teachers know that I cut, but he is akward about it.And there's another teacher who noticed that I am depressed, but I told her I was okay and she let it go..I just want them to stop believing me whrn I tell them I'm okay, but I don't know how to stop pushing them away and lying..I hate who I've become but I don't know how to change..I need help.My mother is useless by the way.She knows I cut and didn't even ask me about it.So asking her is out of the picture.My friends all know.They don't think I want help and ignore me when I tell them I do..My dad isn't around.I have no trustworthy siblings or family..I'm alone and don't know how to fix it.Everyone thinks I'm just sad, but noone knows I'm depressed.My mum doesn't believe in depression, she thinks we are all dramaqueens..I don't know where to turn
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mikki
No freehugger123. . I am not. My name actually is mikki. . . .and the reason I don't want to go to my counsler is because I've already been there when one of my exfriends reported me. And no we aren't not friends because of that. Huge other story. And he called my mum and then promised to 'check in' on me again. But he never did.
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mikki
If you want help, you need to ask for it directly from someone who's capable. Go up to an adult and explain everything, maybe a guidance counselor or another teacher?
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Crxfmxhn
You have the exact same problem as my friend sofia! Are you sofia
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freehugger123
You need to straight up tell someone, or, like me, write it down as a hint like put "And some 'people' cut themselves and can't control it!" it works, do your best tell your principal, councilor, when someone asks you if your okay say "you know, I'm not okay..."
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BelieveHopeFaith
Go to a school councilor. Just strait up say it. I am depressed, I cut, and I need help. They will talk sense into your mom. If she still refuses to have you treated, the school will get social services involved. She's neglecting you when you need help.
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