I will not give details of my story! ! I don't like to talk about it! cuz once I do I start to cry and can't stop and I hate to cry, it makes me feel weak, but that doesn't matter! anyways I just want to die, but sometimes cowardice takes over courage, and I don't know how to do it, where it won't be so painful I wanted to be fast, fast very fast, in a matter of a second, I am tired of life, very tired, today is my 20th birthday and it sucks, I hate it! ! I can't stand to be alive, so if yall can please help me find a way to kill myself! ! I will really appreciated, ya'll will be helping a soul that is tired and hurting every second of its existence, all hope and faith of being better is gone.so please help! ! !