Hi so my name is Mackenzie and I'm really really depressed for my option so here's what has happened to me.When I was 9 or 10 I had a brother that is about 5 years older than me.One time my little sister him and I were playing a game it involved blankets a bed and a room I think that we were playing hide and seek so it was my sisters turn to count until we screamed "READY" so when she left the room.My brother turned to me(since we were only hiding in the bed so she could find us) and started to lower my pants I was to scared to do anything cause I knew he would hurt me or something so after mine He took of his he started to put his fingers inside of me.I was scared and starting to in joy it a little so then he told me to go down and put his "Thing" inside of my mouth I didn't want to but he told me to just do it so I did as told and once I did I started to gag and saying NO.He gave it up but countined to put his finger inside of me.Then when my sister came into the room after he was done.And played as if nothing happened.After a while I started to grow hair in my butt so he stopped and never did it to me anymore.I told my mother that one night but all she did was nothing.But when I turned 11 years old I felt as if hell broke lose and the whole world was on my shoulders I got glasses and braces I cried because my dad almost choked my mum TWICE! That time I cut my self in the shower saying that a dog did that to me my brother is like a bully to me I dont know what to do I just want to be like other girls that are beautiful and skinny I'm just in the middle.I put fake smiles and fake everything so I could be looking like if I was a happy girl no body never could see through the faking or anything.Can someone please help me? Please just help me?
