Help me...PLEASE.

Posted by an anonymous user on 5/7/2009 12:49:00 PM (Report abuse)

My mom married an abusive asshole three years ago. he emotionally abused me and still does. he threw me into depression telling me every day just how worthless I am and making me truly believe him. I started cutting and almost threw myself in front of a train. my friends stole my knifes but I still find things around the house every once in a while when he upsets me and I cut again. now he keeps telling me how fat I am. and I do believe him. I mean I gained 20-30 pounds just this last year. I went from being 98 pounds to 120 and I have had stints of at least a week of eating nothing. I don't know what to do and I am sick of friends being worried bout me. what do I do?

Tags: anorexic, cutter.

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