I ...
In this favorite place of mine,
I softly think Of what has been; What will
I ponder what shall be; What these hands shall do
I sit here in this chair of mine; Behind the non fiction section
Regretting what has been and what will
Running through my mistakes and feeling the spots they have burned; Unpleasently.
I move on to another book of mine; Based on history in the making
Stuffing my head with knowlege; Hoping to fill something
Wonderig If I could be like them; In history, Will you remember me ?
I sit here, Conversing with my imagination
Wondering, Why If when How
Wondering; Questioning
I sit, With my hand on my chin; Hoping To look intellectual
Pondering If me Shall ever be; Someone, Something
Hoping That me shal be; Something, Perhaps Someone
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I softly think Of what has been; What will
I ponder what shall be; What these hands shall do
I sit here in this chair of mine; Behind the non fiction section
Regretting what has been and what will
Running through my mistakes and feeling the spots they have burned; Unpleasently.
I move on to another book of mine; Based on history in the making
Stuffing my head with knowlege; Hoping to fill something
Wonderig If I could be like them; In history, Will you remember me ?
I sit here, Conversing with my imagination
Wondering, Why If when How
Wondering; Questioning
I sit, With my hand on my chin; Hoping To look intellectual
Pondering If me Shall ever be; Someone, Something
Hoping That me shal be; Something, Perhaps Someone
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you're welcome a million , you did save my life after all :) goodnight accomplice !
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 8:51:00 PM (Report abuse)
Thank you soo much!!! For everything!! For talking with me and actually listening!! For caring and for helping me through these rough times... For being the friend I've always asked for!! I'm going to take you up on your offer and dream... Maybe then I'll feel better.... I'll see you tomorrow accomplice!!
**Take care and thank you so much!!**
**Take care and thank you so much!!**
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 8:44:00 PM (Report abuse)
SORRY.
I MEANT CAN****
I MEANT CAN****
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 8:35:00 PM (Report abuse)
Not whiny; Truthful. Not Bitch; Human.
You cant take it. And thats not strong, But pride driven. The strong take it and realize their own reality and the motions around it for all that it is. The strong are smart and know when they need to sleep. If it is true that everyone has given up on you, which I highly doubt, Know that I haven't, And I've known you for what, Two Days ? Thats saying something. All pain is overwhelming; Close your eyes and will it leave; Dream. Tis the best way.
You cant take it. And thats not strong, But pride driven. The strong take it and realize their own reality and the motions around it for all that it is. The strong are smart and know when they need to sleep. If it is true that everyone has given up on you, which I highly doubt, Know that I haven't, And I've known you for what, Two Days ? Thats saying something. All pain is overwhelming; Close your eyes and will it leave; Dream. Tis the best way.
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 8:32:00 PM (Report abuse)
I try to be patient.... I feel like the pain is overwhelming.... Like I'm drowning in an ocean of Hurt and everyone has just given up on me... Letting me drown slowly..... I hate it!! I long to be strong but when will I realize i will never be that way.... The strong take it and don't complain... I can't take this....
** I'm so sorry for being such a winny little bitch**
** I'm so sorry for being such a winny little bitch**
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 8:26:00 PM (Report abuse)
Dampen it any day ! D:
Going through it is life, You just gotta tie up your suspenders and get some good shoes; Cause its a long walk. Sleeping for eternity isn't as appealling as it souds believe it or not.
It'll be okay, As crazy as it sounds. Perhaps not even okay but passable. There a moments that make these ones worth the time and effort; You just gotta be patient.
Going through it is life, You just gotta tie up your suspenders and get some good shoes; Cause its a long walk. Sleeping for eternity isn't as appealling as it souds believe it or not.
It'll be okay, As crazy as it sounds. Perhaps not even okay but passable. There a moments that make these ones worth the time and effort; You just gotta be patient.
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 8:12:00 PM (Report abuse)
Too much for me to handle I feel... I just don't want to go through this any longer.... To sleep for eternity..... But don't let me dampen your mood.....
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 8:08:00 PM (Report abuse)
I saw; Accomplice D: Whats happened ?!
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 8:01:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol... =DD !!!!! Awww!!! Thanks!! That made me smile... (my mood has suddenly taken a drop).. Thanks!!
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 7:59:00 PM (Report abuse)
:D !! Best accomlice ever for sure. You deserve an award, and donuts ! :O
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 7:50:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol... I'll pull some strings and see what I can do for you and your chain... Lol... I think I can pull it off... No worries... Lol
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 7:49:00 PM (Report abuse)
Ah Ha ! Good ideas ! Accomplice and stylist. 8) Impressive.
I simply must Have a gigantic gold chain that says NA. :D
I simply must Have a gigantic gold chain that says NA. :D
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 7:45:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol... Red and green?? ..... Mmmm.... How about you wear black and red....
I like purple and blue...... Mmm... I like those ideas... Lol
I like purple and blue...... Mmm... I like those ideas... Lol
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 7:41:00 PM (Report abuse)
Bah, Danm. >.o
Okay ... Hmm... Red And Green !
Wait, No ... Umm ... Bah, Im no Good at this. o.-
Okay ... Hmm... Red And Green !
Wait, No ... Umm ... Bah, Im no Good at this. o.-
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 7:31:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol... Oo yeah.... I guess that's true... Wait!! Red and yellow do clash! Lol
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 7:24:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol, Thats what you get for allowing Ninja assasin to hang out inside your head 8)
Remember to avoid clashing colours 8P
Remember to avoid clashing colours 8P
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 7:19:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol... Aww =,( ...... You stole my Ideas... Lol.... It's okay though I'll come up with another one... Lol
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 7:16:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol, 8)
I call the yellow tighty whiteys and The red cape 8) mwhahahahaheeeheeehee.
I call the yellow tighty whiteys and The red cape 8) mwhahahahaheeeheeehee.
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 7:10:00 PM (Report abuse)
Lol.... I like your alter ego name.... Hmmm I shall ponder on a name for myself... (woah I just made myself sound pretty smart) lol
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 7:08:00 PM (Report abuse)
Accomplice ! :O Yes yes I remember, I shall be Ninja Assasin ! :D My alter ego ;D
... Now you need a name ... >.>
Heheh, Reply to Serious note - That made me smile :D
... Now you need a name ... >.>
Heheh, Reply to Serious note - That made me smile :D
Posted by Jenks on 2/8/2010 7:04:00 PM (Report abuse)
Hey accomplice!!! Well you will be someone... Remember our plan?? Lol
serios note: Everyone is someone... And in some way they change the world... Even if it's the slightest of means.... Don't worry you'll become someone big.... And when you do... Remember the little people..... =)
serios note: Everyone is someone... And in some way they change the world... Even if it's the slightest of means.... Don't worry you'll become someone big.... And when you do... Remember the little people..... =)
Posted by Anonymous0623 on 2/8/2010 6:46:00 PM (Report abuse)