I asked my brother to finger me

I'm 17 now but I was 14 when this happened.Back then I was only fingered by a guy once before and it felt okay but wanted to know how to make it feel better from another guy so I asked my half brother.I wasn't scared to ask since we don't snitch on each other and it wasn't a big deal.

Before I asked, we never showed any attraction or anything and always thought the other one was disgusting and all that but deep down I always just wanted to be a bad girl sometimes and just grab his hard cock and rub it on top of my pussy.I had fantasies about him fucking me real hard and good.Pulling my hair, smacking my ass, choking my neck, picking me up as I wrap my legs around him as he just fucks my pussy.I've thought about it all, and I finally just asked him to finger me.

I sent him a text asking if he can do a favor, if he could help me feel good and he said yes.I sat on the bathroom counter and spread my legs wide open and helped him slide 2 fingers into my pussy, first slow, then very fast.It felt so amazing I kept grabbing my tits, tilting my head back, moaning, it was perfect.

Then we stood up, I put on my panties and pressed my pussy against his hard cock so I could feel it right outside of my horny pussy.I wanted him BAD, but we agreed to not have sex but could do everything else.To this day we still mess around and play.