Things weren't perfect between us, its hard to have the perfect relationship with 4500 miles between us but we were coping, I was staying sane at the thought of seeing you in October, it was the only thing keeping the tears from falling.I could cope with being apart for 6 weeks.Your parents knew that.they supported me visiting.
Then they did this.they pulled a stunt that ripped my heart in two.They knew that by doing what they did that my trip would have to be cancelled.
They did this on purpose.In my heart I know it, they're too afraid of me distracting you that they would prefer we were kept apart.it is too much of a coincidence that they make this decision the same day that they're told its likely i'll be with you next year - they weren't happy about that idea either - your dad made that clear.
I am beyond hurt, I feel betrayed - I thought they liked me, they were supporting my visit last week, even asking me to bring you things, WHAT THE HELL CHANGED??? I've cried over this for the past 7 hours and the worst part is you dont even seem to care that i'm upset.You went through the frustration at your parents, then the self pity and now you're happy again wanting to act like nothing happened.I'm your Fiance for crying out loud - why wont you fight to see me! ! !
I guess i'll see you in december - if we dont last that long, blame your mummy and daddy dearest!
To anyboy that took the time to read this, I apologize, I needed to rant, i'm so angry and hurt right now I didnt know what else to do.
