I cant live this way anymore

I want to die, ive been having panic attacks non stop for the past few weeks I just cant pretend anymore that I'm happy, that I'm not slicing my leg every night trying to get some relief, that I'm not shoving speed down my throat to make me seem happy, that I want to live....i want help, I want to be ok but I cant find the answer and my dad wont get me anti depressants...(id do it myself but they wont let you till you're 18) I know I sound like a stupid kid...i probably am, but I want to be ok or not exist I just cant figure out how





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fgdyeryj
You should never EVER take any kind of anti depressents that aren't prescribed for you! Thats just a REALLY REALLY bad idea! If it's not the right kind, it can just make what your feeling worse or cause you health problems. Take it from a 22 year old that knows.

I've had anxiety and depression problems since I was very young, but only just year starting getting real help. I know how your feeling. I know that it hurts so bad that you just feel like you can't take it, or that the pain is so intense that you can't function. and you know what?YOUR NOT ALONE!!!!! It'll be okay! It always is! Go to a counselor and they'll help you get the help that you need! The sooner you get it the less likely it'll be that you'll have bigger problems when you get to be old like me.

And as for the rest of you, cutting yourself is never okay! It might help with the pain for right now, but it's not healthy! You need to get some help! It's okay to say "I'm not okay!!!!!!!!" because you know what, things haven't been okay for me for a really long time, but I know that by admitting that, and getting help, someday things will be again.

Seriously, good luck to everyone of you!
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jklop
ok let me be reel w/you doode. ppl dont fucking care...period. I was popping pills forever since I was 10-11 ppl dont care and they dont fucking know shit! what u should do is find someone you can talk to about anything. talk to them about how you feel and fuck everything else ya kno? pills fuck you up, relationships fuck you up, everything seems to be a fuck up. so you should just deel on your own and fuck everyone else...
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Layla
thanks :)

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fgdyeryj
or this one 800-448-3000 just talking about it can do wonders
888-425-2666 this is a help line where someone can help you, and maybe intervene to get you the meds or the help you need.
i dont want to tell my friends, and ive seen a psychiatrist they say you need to be eighteen i only have a week or two to go but i dont know if ill last that long its REALLY bad thats why i was looking for alternitives in the meantime

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fgdyeryj
Ask a friend if they can order you anti depressents. Or go see a psychiatrist for help.
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