I care what's on the outside...

You can make sure all your friends are less atttractive than you so your bf or future bf won't be temptd. but he meet pretty girls on his own. When you have a bf, focus on understanding what he wants in a relationship like how he wants to be treated. Once you establish a good emotional connection, looks wouldn't be so important.

I'm a beautiful woman and I have friends that are attractive and unattractive, it's called security that allows this. Being shallow will get you nowhere and you will learn this lesson as you get older. My bf dating a total bitch that was a pageant winner but he said her inconsiderate and shallow personality made her the ugliest woman and led to their break up. Grow some confidence and stop judging people, you will feel better about yourself!