I constantly have a raging impulse to induce vomiting
Posted by EmiRay on 5/18/2008 9:01:00 PM
Every day i throw up what i eat. I dont lose weight and it makes me feel yuck, but i still do it. I dont know what the fuck i should do to stop myself because i'm almost happy where i am, hunching over the toilet bowl.. Its my obsession and sometimes my sanity.
When i feel the impulse come on, it starts in the back of my head and becomes louder and louder til it takes me over and i'll throw up wherever i have the opportunity. Even in disabled toilets.
Its so off.
What the hell should i do.
Tags: vomit, bulimia, impulse, eating, disorder
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When i feel the impulse come on, it starts in the back of my head and becomes louder and louder til it takes me over and i'll throw up wherever i have the opportunity. Even in disabled toilets.
Its so off.
What the hell should i do.
Tags: vomit, bulimia, impulse, eating, disorder
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i do it too honey
Posted by enecroulant on 8/27/2008 5:18:00 AM (Report abuse)