I could start a cult
Posted by 1122 on 6/9/2008 2:57:00 AM
When I am on LSD, I have the ability to warp peoples minds to my advantage. If I took acid and gave you some, I could almost guarantee you I could have you under my spell and you would think it was your idea.
I didn't mean to, but I already did this to a couple of my friends. We took acid together and by the time we were done tripping, I had them hanging on every word I said about life, society, and religion. They didn't want me to stop. I convinced them everything I said was ultimately true and they believed without any hesitation, and were ready for my direction and leadership. But at the time, I was seriously just speaking my mind, and offering my sincere beliefs about the universe to them.
It really scared me when I realized what I was doing. These people were really looking at me like a prophet or something. I immediately started dismissing some of the things I said and promoted their minds to think independently. I really let those people go, when I know that if I hadn't stopped it, they might be following me now.
A part of me thinks that I should have made them follow me, because I honestly believe I was telling those people the truth of human reality. But then I look at all the other cult leaders in recent history and present, and those people (Charles Manson etc.) all thought they were telling the truth too. Look what has happened to every cult, either they all die or commit murders and go to prison OR they live amongst themselves and are rejected by all of honorable society. Neither one sound any good to me. I don't want to start a cult.
But I love LSD and I can't stop taking it.
I know I was born to live on it.
It makes me want to change/warp peoples minds.
or I could just be a psychopath.
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I didn't mean to, but I already did this to a couple of my friends. We took acid together and by the time we were done tripping, I had them hanging on every word I said about life, society, and religion. They didn't want me to stop. I convinced them everything I said was ultimately true and they believed without any hesitation, and were ready for my direction and leadership. But at the time, I was seriously just speaking my mind, and offering my sincere beliefs about the universe to them.
It really scared me when I realized what I was doing. These people were really looking at me like a prophet or something. I immediately started dismissing some of the things I said and promoted their minds to think independently. I really let those people go, when I know that if I hadn't stopped it, they might be following me now.
A part of me thinks that I should have made them follow me, because I honestly believe I was telling those people the truth of human reality. But then I look at all the other cult leaders in recent history and present, and those people (Charles Manson etc.) all thought they were telling the truth too. Look what has happened to every cult, either they all die or commit murders and go to prison OR they live amongst themselves and are rejected by all of honorable society. Neither one sound any good to me. I don't want to start a cult.
But I love LSD and I can't stop taking it.
I know I was born to live on it.
It makes me want to change/warp peoples minds.
or I could just be a psychopath.
Tags: love, truth, boyfriend, boys, friends, husband, hate, divorce, pain, life, girls, depression, crazy, sex, family, addiction, wife, relationships, anger, food, drugs, psycho, cults, lsd, society, girlfiriend, acid, jealously
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get off the drugs, ur gonna fuck urself up
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/14/2008 11:30:00 PM (Report abuse)
lmao i love the last line well if you denied being a pyscho then you proplys are one but since your being open minded about it your problys not
Posted by Chantelle on 7/30/2008 4:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
lmao i love the last line well if you denied being a pyscho then you proplys are one but since your being open minded about it your problys not
Posted by Chantelle on 7/30/2008 4:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
I understand what you're saying. When Im high, I understand my life perfeclty, the world is no longer a secret to be learned, a question to be answered. Everything is clear, I think really fast, with strong accuracy, and Im able to express myself in a way I cant when Im sober. This way, In convice people, I invite them to see what I see. Dont worry about the cult... I know LSD is a hard drug, and maybe you should lay low with it. But it shows that you are able to comprehend things when your brain is affected. This, you can learn to do without drugs. Read a little bit on alternate states of mind and consciousness, it'll help you understand.
Posted by Martin on 6/9/2008 5:17:00 PM (Report abuse)
ow man, dont do that to yourself. drink instead, dont use lsd so much..it will destroy your brain.. well, i guess its ok to use it sometimes if really want to, but eventually youre gonna go insane..
Posted by Chick on 6/9/2008 6:14:00 AM (Report abuse)