I fake being happy.
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/2/2008 5:53:00 PM
I wear a smile on my face everyday and try my hardest to hide the pain I feel in my heart because I know if I show it everyone will wonder whats wrong with me. Also it helps make the pain easier to deal with. I hardly shed tears but my heart cries almost every day.
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dood i used to be like that do cept id cry all the time in my room by myself and never tell people how i really felt but trust me it builds up soo bad when u dont tell someone about it and u start doing stupid things like for me i started emotional eating but i learned to stop and i try to not to bed as sad as much and look past things i never cry in front of people tho anyone else have that problem where they cant have people see them cry?
Posted by xfftlfan4evax on 8/30/2008 2:02:00 AM (Report abuse)
i agree with jazz writing your feeling down really does help you and i must admit in the future it's fun looking back to what your life used to be like.
Posted by Chan2k7 on 8/4/2008 7:29:00 AM (Report abuse)
I know how you feel, about the putting on the happy front. I do the exact same thing. It just makes me feel numb. I don't bother telling people things personal, unless they ask.
But I find writing in a journal helps. Your able to get those feelings out, and no one can think diffenrently of u.
But I find writing in a journal helps. Your able to get those feelings out, and no one can think diffenrently of u.
Posted by Jazz on 8/3/2008 1:51:00 PM (Report abuse)
I know exactly what you're going through
Posted by Empathetic on 8/3/2008 5:23:00 AM (Report abuse)
talk to your closest friend get how you are feeling off your chest.
Posted by Sure on 8/3/2008 1:48:00 AM (Report abuse)