I feel sad all the time, why can't i be happy?

Posted by behindthesmile on 5/30/2008 4:31:00 PM

I feel sad all the time and I don't know why. I cut myself a lot too and I have considered suicide. I just can't think of another way to fix things. My parent's put me in therapy for a while once they found out about the cutting. I convinced them that everything was okay now and they let me pull out. I still do it now but they don't know about it. My boyfriend nows and he gets really mad at me whenever I do it. I just can't stop. My parents got divorced a few years ago and now my dad has had another kid with his new wife. Im always stuck at home watching the baby, and even though i love her I just feel like shes not my responsability. I just am not able to deal with things, because I always have to deal with everyone else's problems. I took care of my sisters through the divorce (i was 10) and now take care of the kid my dad had. It's not even like I'm that different though, I have alot of friends, a boyfriend (who i am in love with), get good grades...just i still cry myself to sleep everynight. Why cant i just be happy?

Tags: sad, divorce, love

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