And the reason why I feel so terrible is that I have absolutely no reason to feel terrible. But I am miserable. Completely miserable.
I want to say this to my bf: "You don't have to keep reminding me how much more you loved her then... and how much more you cared about her. And I act as if I don't care, but deep down, you're hurting more than anyone else ever did"
I don't understand him and I don't think he understands me.
How would you feel if you felt that your boyfriend wasn't the least bit proud to have you as a girlfriend?
I made a choice between 2 guys - my bf and another. Why can't I shake the feeling that it's the other guy who will love and care for me more than my boyfriend will?
He will leave me one day I am so god certain of it, and then, I will be alone. forever.
I just want him to care, just that little bit more.
But I'm posting here,instead of telling him. Which is why ours isn't for the long haul.
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miserable
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