It got to me....i've been getting so much attention from the opposite sex and I dont even try...i have low self esteem but I have no boundaries....i make myself sick....i dont feel sorry for myself, I'm pissed at myself because I hurt two people in two days....Jesse and Luis....both of u....im so sorry....i've ruined a friendship between Jesse and Stephen and i've lost my trust from Luis.....i let it get to my head....this thing I tried to avoid but it happened now everyone's in pain....i want to disappear...get me out of here....im awful....terrible...evil...she devil!
im so sorry.....so very sorry....
