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I hate myself.

Posted by Tokyo on 7/12/2008 4:09:00 PM
I'm thirteen years old and I'm 117 lbs. and 5'2". I think I'm a huge blimp. My thighs are huge! My sister is 26 years old and she's skinnier than me! I hate myself so much! My waist is huge! My sister tried on a belt and it fit her perfectly... I trie it on and it's too tight D:
Gosh, I just hate myself so much for letting myself get huge. And also, no matter how hard I try to loose weight, I see no change. I used to weight 128 and now i'm 117. But I still see no result of me looking thinner or my thighs trimming.

Tags: fat, blimp, hate, anger

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When I was 13 I was 125lbs. My sister was 16 and she was a little less then 110lbs,and my mom was actuallt 100lbs. Ive lived with super skinny people all my life and ive never been so jealous. But over time I realized that im not going to look like them anytime so soon,so I learned to love myself for what I look like. Im not fat,yet im not skinny..but seriously..dont stress yourself on it. When your 16 your body totally changes and you actually lose alot of weight and its natural,your still young so you shouldnt keep thinking about stuff like that
Posted by Ecp10 on 8/11/2008 2:38:00 PM (Report abuse)
your thirteen, so you're bound to be body conscience :)

but i'm sure that your just a beatufull NORMAL looking girl whose idolising her big sister =P

if you've lost 10 pounds then go you!
if you wanna lose weight then thats a start, you cant expect it all to happen at once.
but just eat healthy and excersise (not to excess) and you'll be fine.. wait.. You ARE fine! x

Posted by HaveYouEver on 7/13/2008 4:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
im betting you are perfect
but skinny is not always good
im 5 10 and 130 but I know if I gained 100 pounds i would be happy because i like myself for me
not for what other peole take me as
who cares what other people say or think
just be happy with yourself no matter what
Posted by Parks on 7/13/2008 3:30:00 PM (Report abuse)
You are perfectly healthy hun! Don't worry! Being think does NOT matter, being healthy matters.
If you don't believe me, try this: http://www.nhlbisupport.com/bmi/
A BMI (Body Mass Index) is a more accurate way to determine fat based on your height/weight.
And you were born with hips, it's better to learn to deal now than later, that's the one thing I'm most proud of myself for.
I use to be the same, HUGE hips (and I mean huge) but I came to realize I never could be as skinny as my sister and that I am healthy and hips do not make you fat.
And good job setting a goal and actually following through but don't go to extreme measures to be as skinny as your sister, it's not worth it and you could serious die.
Your perfect as is :)
Posted by . on 7/12/2008 11:17:00 PM (Report abuse)
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