I have done something really bad and i hate myself for it
Posted by chan2k7 on 4/19/2008 8:17:00 AM
suicide.... its such a cruel thing . a boy that loves me but i dont love is just one of the many trapped inside it.how can i stop him? say i love him when really i dont? i dont want to lie to him. well the story is i have a bf .about 2 weeks ago i met this boy who i used to love, but feel guilty for cheating on my bf. i dont love richard(suicidal boy) anymore. not because i dont want to but because i cant.i know if i show any sign of affection towards him i will be cheating on my bf. i just cant live with the guilt.well i told richard that i just wanted to be friends about 2 hours ago. it didnt go very well.i wanted to tell him face to face and i wish i had but he mentioned it on msn so i thought i might aswell tell him now.he lives near the gill bridge it's known for the ammount of suicide attemps commied on it.well richards last words on msn were "bye 4 eva" i just hope he doesnt do anyhing stupid because i know i'll be my fault for telling the truth.i promised myself that i would never commit suicide i just wish richard would to.what should i do? what can i do?
Tags: suicide, bf, boyfriend, cheating, cheat, love, hate, promise, friends
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thing is, he prolly wouldnt even do anything. He probably just said that to make you feel bad. guys do that kind of shit, its fucked up but it happens, just act like you dont care
Posted by Larissa on 4/25/2008 4:18:00 PM
You cannot be responsible for somebody else's action, especially when it comes to suicide. I suppose it is flattering to tell ourselves that we have that kind of influence on another's life, but be realistic, how do you make sense of such a line of logic? Ask him to do one last favor for you. If he is going to jump, ask him if there is anything he would want you to distribute -- like maybe his money or car or house....
He call you mean and callous, and just for that he might not even do it now.
He call you mean and callous, and just for that he might not even do it now.
Posted by Lerue on 4/21/2008 9:34:00 PM
god how nasty are people on here lol i guess your right but i sure already have a life and a good one 2.things are sorted out now.
Posted by Chan2k7 on 4/21/2008 4:52:00 PM
lol. init. bittteerrrrrrrrr. stop being so self obsessed and get a life!! yeah? :P
Posted by I'm with ursolame on 4/20/2008 1:54:00 PM
......wtf?....bitter
Posted by Ursolame on 4/19/2008 2:37:00 PM