I have no direction
Posted by ME on 7/31/2008 1:34:00 AM
I just broke up with my boyfriend, of over two years, three weeks ago.. I'm seventeen.. We haven't talked much since that day, and I wonder about things.. Since we've been broken up he's gotten two tattoos and both of his ears pierced.. He's only sixteen.. Now it I feel like I was holding him back from doing and being what he wanted.. I'm afraid he's going to head downhill now.. Is that my fault??
I'm going to be a senior this year and have no idea what career I want to pursue..
I've been considering the Peace Corps lately and that seems really appealling, but I don't know..
I haven't been to church all summer and feel terrible about that..
My family is falling apart, person by person, myself included..
I feel lonely..
I want to cry all of the time..
That's about it..
Thank you..
Tags: breakup, boyfriend, family, church, sad, stuck, lonely, senior, peacecorps, tattoo, piercings, depressed
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I'm going to be a senior this year and have no idea what career I want to pursue..
I've been considering the Peace Corps lately and that seems really appealling, but I don't know..
I haven't been to church all summer and feel terrible about that..
My family is falling apart, person by person, myself included..
I feel lonely..
I want to cry all of the time..
That's about it..
Thank you..
Tags: breakup, boyfriend, family, church, sad, stuck, lonely, senior, peacecorps, tattoo, piercings, depressed
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maybe he doesnt feel controlled anymore, so he can finally do what he wants.
Posted by Kk7 on 7/31/2008 11:08:00 AM (Report abuse)
Nothing is your fault, don't pin all the blame on yourself. Things end, it's inevitable even though you might not have wanted it in the first place. I do hope you can find your way and end up with a path that makes you happy. And if you believe that your family is falling apart, take up a challenge and be the person to put the pieces back together. I'm sure you have the strength to accomplish what you're motivated to do. (:
Posted by Penguin on 7/31/2008 1:51:00 AM (Report abuse)