I just realized I'll never be loved.

Or, I never want to.Maybe loved as in appreciated, but not loved as in..significant other kind of love.
I've just had my heart broken for the first time.
Impossible.
That's what they said.
It was impossible for them to return the feeling.I keep hearing it in my head.Impossible.

I never want to get hurt like this again, so I'm giving up on love.Honestly, do you know how much it hurts to hear that from the person you'd do anything for? The person who you dream about?
Then to hear it's impossible?

I can't even cry.It hurts way too much.But I've made a rational decision, and that is to prevent ever feeling like this again.And honestly I think it's worth it.It just hurts too much.
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anonymous user
- You're damned straight, 'QQ'.

- It'll go right one day.
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QQ
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braaaiiins
I'm going to need it. I feel like everything I do always goes wrong.
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ididitallforyou
Well, best of luck to you, then.
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anonymous user
Fair call. I don't know if I can give up on love because I am still even after all this heartache a pathetic hopeless romantic and want to find someone who won't hurt me (if such a person exists). Found out last night I am not ready yet which made me feel like shit.
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ididitallforyou
I think being called overly dramatic was harsh. So we're even then.
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anonymous user
That was a bit harsh
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ididitallforyou
SlytherinAngel,

fuck off.
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anonymous user
I have been through the same thing and it hurts a lot. Even after 4 months I still hurt every day. I got "I still love you but I am not in love with you" and "I need to be alone to figure myself out" "I can't be happy with someone else until I am happy with myself" a long with "You were too good to and what we had was amazing" After 7 months of love where I was always there and I thought was something special. To make it worse she told me a week before she wasn't happy but was going to give us a chance and I did everything I could at the time to make things good and things were I thought getting back to normal and I was given no clues of what was coming until the day it happened when she was acting wierd but even said a couple hours before she broke up with me that we were ok. Love hurts but I hope to get rid of this pain by finding someone to love that won't hurt me and mess me up this bad.
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ididitallforyou
Omg you'll find love again, stop being so overly dramatic about this.
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