I'm not "in love" with him, but I love him in some way...
I'm a fourteen year old girl and I took a baby sitting job for a wealthy upper class family to watch their 5 y/o son "Cloud" (his real name is Sky but that's what everyone calls him) cause they said they would pay a lot to whoever could handle the hours.They said they worked a lot when I took my first job from them but they said that someone else might be taking the job from then on on my second day because they weren't sure I was old enough.But then they said that Cloud asked for me over the other sitter personally.I was happy cause I needed a job but over the last few months we grew really close cause I was over there so much.It was a pretty good job cause he's well behaved so I mostly just played with him and took him to playgrounds and stuff.But then a couple nights ago after I put him to bed I was laying on their couch waiting for the parents to get home (this wasn't uncommon they were always home past his bed time).Then he came downstairs and he said he couldn't sleep and he wanted to lay down with me.I said ok and he got on the couch with me but after a while he said he was hungry.I said I'd get up and make him something but he said he'd be ok and asked if he could get something himself.I said ok and he unbuttoned my blouse and started sucking on my breast.I was freaked out at first so I didn't even say anything.At first I wasn't sure what to expect because I can't make milk cause I'm a virgin so I've never been pregnant.Then I remembered I was taking hormone pills because my breasts weren't developing normally and my doctor said that I might start making it...I guess I was cause he was swallowing when he was sucking and then he wiped his mouth when he was done and said "thanks".I didn't know what to think at first but then his parents car showed up and he got up and said "thanks again.You're the only one I can trust." Then he hugged me when I got up and said "you're the only one who's always there for me." and I swear he was crying.He ran up before I could say anything I went home.I thought about this for a couple days and I realized he's right.His parent are never there for him and as far as I can tell they've always been that way.I went there the next day for my shift and both of us acted like nothing happened until later that night.I put him to bed and he asked if he could "have some more".I knew what he meant but I thought about it for a minute.His face went red and he looked embarrassed but I eventually said yes and fed him.Then he said he loved me.I didn't even think I just instantly said it back.I think I love him like he's my child and really I've been more of a mother for him then his real mother has been her whole life.I found out both of Cloud's parents said they've had busy jobs since before he was born.I'll keep taking care of him no matter what.He needs someone he can depend on.
