I miss you so much.
Posted by fghvihfvuif on 8/2/2008 7:09:00 PM
I miss you so much. I thought there could be an us. And for a while, there was. But it wasn't even a while. 6 days. The best 6 days of my life. When we cuddled for the first time, I was so happy. I had never had more than a hug before in my life. And then I had you. First kiss. You were surprised when I told you. Then second. Then third. I thought it was going well. Maybe I was wrong? Have I just been friendzoned?
Was it too fast? You had only recently broken up with your ex. What makes it even worse is that I'm really good friends with him. I don't want to hurt him, make it seem like you broke up with him for me. People have said that I should give you time to think. Is this what you want? Is this what I want? Me, all those problems were sorted with just one cuddle. I told you. You laughed. But I meant it. You really are that awesome. "You'll find someone better" they say. But there is nobody better. I don't want anyone else. Just you.
I can't wait to see you again. When will I see you again? I felt so good then. And then you said you'd prefer to be friends, and the bottom dropped out of my heart.
Before all this happened, I was lonely. And now it's even worse. As the song goes, "you don't know what you've got till its gone".
You're unhappy too. You're not eating or sleeping properly. And all I want to do is come over and make everything better for you. But how? I'm short on money as it is, its hard enough getting to you. But do you even want me? Logic goes out the window. Mixed signals. Intuition? Don't be stupid. Unless you tell it like it is, I'll probably miss the point.
Ok.
Rant over.
Still don't know what to do.
But it feels slightly better now that I've got all this off my chest.
Thank you for everything you did for me.
I just want everything to be better for you. That's all. I can't bear to see you unhappy.
<3.
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Was it too fast? You had only recently broken up with your ex. What makes it even worse is that I'm really good friends with him. I don't want to hurt him, make it seem like you broke up with him for me. People have said that I should give you time to think. Is this what you want? Is this what I want? Me, all those problems were sorted with just one cuddle. I told you. You laughed. But I meant it. You really are that awesome. "You'll find someone better" they say. But there is nobody better. I don't want anyone else. Just you.
I can't wait to see you again. When will I see you again? I felt so good then. And then you said you'd prefer to be friends, and the bottom dropped out of my heart.
Before all this happened, I was lonely. And now it's even worse. As the song goes, "you don't know what you've got till its gone".
You're unhappy too. You're not eating or sleeping properly. And all I want to do is come over and make everything better for you. But how? I'm short on money as it is, its hard enough getting to you. But do you even want me? Logic goes out the window. Mixed signals. Intuition? Don't be stupid. Unless you tell it like it is, I'll probably miss the point.
Ok.
Rant over.
Still don't know what to do.
But it feels slightly better now that I've got all this off my chest.
Thank you for everything you did for me.
I just want everything to be better for you. That's all. I can't bear to see you unhappy.
<3.
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hmm this is funny i swear the exact same way in december. i found someone and then they left and i remember thinking i wished it had never happened cause i couldnt go back to living the way i had because he had changed me. i didnt realize until he was gone. :(
Posted by Eh on 8/3/2008 11:53:00 PM (Report abuse)
People's feelings change, but although I dont know her or you I get the feeling from this that because she loved you then, she still loves you now. Sometimes girls just get weird and want time to think about their actions. And she's unhappy, that alone should be enough to show you that she still wants you, there's probably just something going on with her that might be stopping her from diving headfirst into it. If there's a bus where you live, take the bus to see her since you're short on money, drive if you have a car, go see her, and don't let fear stop you. I promise that if you don't go to her house and try to talk to her, you're going to regret it. What's the worse that can happen? You guys are already friends, what's the worse that can happen if you try to talk to her?
Good luck, I hope everything works out :)
Good luck, I hope everything works out :)
Posted by Ghost on 8/2/2008 11:42:00 PM (Report abuse)