I STILL HATE MY DAD AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS
Posted by chan2k7 on 4/18/2008 11:24:00 AM
i have tried sooooo hard to try and like my dad but now i can seriously say i hate him.i've said it almost every night before i go to bed because i'm crying because of something he's done.right now i'm crying because of him to.the reasons i hate him is because he always ignores me and when he doesnt he either wants something of me or hes complaining to me.also he's really selfish actually one of the most selfish people i know and for that age it's a discrace he hasnt learnt how to be a dad yet.all he thinks about is money and himself i hate him sooooo much.i bet some of you will be sitting at home looking at this writing thinking her dad does love her because shes his daughter but he deosnt show it or she doesnt really mean she hates him it's just because shes angry and sad.well i will tell you something i hate him 100% i know this next part is really horrible but this site is here to let your secrets out.well here goes- somedays to test i actually do hate him i ask mysefl would you care if he died? well the answer is no i wouldnt.why the hell would i? there is simply nothing to miss he was never a good dad and never will be i find it hard to call him dad sometimes because i know deep inside he doesnt deserve to be called that.message to my dad- listen up so called dad my point is you have a daughter and should be proud . you should treat her nicely and love her because if you dont she'll hate you.and i hate you so called dad.you dont deserve to be my dad and i will hate you forever goodbye.i have thought about suicide and i dont want to die i just want him to notice me so i am going to start cutting. see you in hell dad! i hope not.i hope i never see you again
Tags: hell, angry, dad, sad, problem, family, ignore, selfish, cutting, suicide, depressed
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Tags: hell, angry, dad, sad, problem, family, ignore, selfish, cutting, suicide, depressed
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You shouldn't kill your self, or cut your self! I understand how it feels to not have a true dad, to me he isn't, and never will be my farther! My dad left when I was four, because he cheated on my mom, and got married a few months later to a mind zombie woman, he never cared for me, and I hate him, he made my mom cry her eyes out, and the last words I said to him were, "Daddy Don't go!" And he never looked back, now I have no home, I'm always switching back and forth houses, I don't know which is truly mine. My dad never shows up to anything, he didn't show up to; the Farther Daughter dance, Donuts for dads at school, art shows, History Day, ext. and today he didn't show up to pick me up from the dance again, yes, he bailed again... And knows nothing about me, and only cares for my older sister. I even heard my mom talking with my aunt, saying that he only wants to spend time with my older sister... Even though, my heart still crys, just talk to a friend, or even sing.
Posted by SorrowSinger on 5/9/2008 5:23:00 PM
i Agree
You're silly
You're silly
Posted by You on 4/28/2008 3:05:00 AM
lmao looking bak on this not yeah i sound like a crazy bitch lmao sorry i was soo angry at this point in time
Posted by Chan2k7 on 4/21/2008 4:49:00 PM
i sense that you have quite a lot of problems. you should see a doctor.
Posted by Oh dear on 4/20/2008 1:53:00 PM