I STILL LOVE YOU!

Let me tell you something, nobody likes a lie, better yet, living one, and thats what your doing, go after that happiness, follow your heart, maybe your afraid youll break his heart if you leave him for sam but to be happy, you have to take risks, and thats what lfie is, a big risk, full of risks and consequences and you just have to deal with them. Do what make you happy. Dont live a lie forever, cause hell one day get attached, too attached and might kill himself if you give him up, and you will hate your self, if you want sam, not him, then do it, if you love him, but just feel like you have feelings for sam, then wait it out, see if it goes away, just go where happiness is, if it was with sam, then you would be there now, he wouldnt be your "ex", think about that. If you loved him, you wouldnt have went with someone else, maybe you love your boyfirend now and thats why you dont wnat to leave him, and maybe you feel lifke you love cause you were with him for a while. Go to who makes you happy, dont listen anyone but your heart, its the only thing you can count on, the only thing that wont lead you astray, friends tend to tell you what they want not what they think is best for you. Go to that special one who make you bubble and melt when your with them or talk to them or even think about them, and dont forget, you control your life, dont let some boy that your possibly afraid of. Just dont leave him if you love him, your feelings for sam could be fake, but most likely not, Sorry, i ramble, i know...... But seriously, it sound like you really love sam, maybe he's the one.I hope this helpe.

And dont forget who showed you how to live......the one that loved you and you loived him, you havent lived until you've loved, the one you love, is the one you want, decide who you love... make a move quick before the oppurtunity is gone...