I still love you
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/3/2008 4:54:00 PM
I never meant to fall in love with you but I just couldn’t stop myself. You stole my heart with our first kiss and the more time we spent together the more attracted to you I became. You are irresistible to me; the perfectly imperfect friend and lover. Honestly, after all this time, I still pine for you. I know that must scare you; it scares me, too. It makes me question my sanity. What is it about you; why can’t I just forget you? Maybe you’re right, maybe I do need help. I must be crazy to still care about you and to have ever fallen in love with you.
I wish I could have been the man I wanted you to believe I was and wanted to be. I wish I had been strong enough to conceal the pain, anger, resentment and frustration that I felt when you broke my heart. I’m not sure why I couldn’t because I always knew that it would have to end and I believed that I would be ready for it when it did but I never imagined that it would hurt so much. I tried to hold it in but I just could keep it from spilling out and making the ending of our relationship an ugly mess. You were right when you told me “these things can only end badly”.
I wish we could have ended it as friends with no hard feelings or regrets. You are truly a special person and I miss having you in my life. After all this time and all that has happened, I still can’t let go of the hope that someday we will talk and put the hard feelings and resentment behind us but I also know that it will never happen. So don’t worry, no matter how strongly I feel about you or how much being friends means to me, I will never contact you again. My feelings for you are a cross that I will silently bear for as long as it takes to forget you.
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I wish I could have been the man I wanted you to believe I was and wanted to be. I wish I had been strong enough to conceal the pain, anger, resentment and frustration that I felt when you broke my heart. I’m not sure why I couldn’t because I always knew that it would have to end and I believed that I would be ready for it when it did but I never imagined that it would hurt so much. I tried to hold it in but I just could keep it from spilling out and making the ending of our relationship an ugly mess. You were right when you told me “these things can only end badly”.
I wish we could have ended it as friends with no hard feelings or regrets. You are truly a special person and I miss having you in my life. After all this time and all that has happened, I still can’t let go of the hope that someday we will talk and put the hard feelings and resentment behind us but I also know that it will never happen. So don’t worry, no matter how strongly I feel about you or how much being friends means to me, I will never contact you again. My feelings for you are a cross that I will silently bear for as long as it takes to forget you.
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anthony?
if anthony:
babe i miss you.
if anthony:
babe i miss you.
Posted by untitled21 on 9/5/2008 5:20:00 AM (Report abuse)
I've been here.
It takes a while.
...but you always eventually let go.
It's hard, but when it happens, nothing can describe how free you feel.
It takes a while.
...but you always eventually let go.
It's hard, but when it happens, nothing can describe how free you feel.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/4/2008 3:38:00 PM (Report abuse)
Maybe you cant let go of your relationship..............................
Posted by wii on 9/4/2008 2:38:00 AM (Report abuse)
Look up and you'll see better days, better people. These words are true but hard to accept, I'm sure... but time, even if it takes years, will make you a better person and you'll realize how stupid you were back then and how big of a deal it wasn't.
You'll find your equilibrium. Just keep one foot in front of the other. (:
You'll find your equilibrium. Just keep one foot in front of the other. (:
Posted by wyrmwood on 9/3/2008 9:52:00 PM (Report abuse)