I still scar

Posted by an anonymous user on 9/12/2008 7:06:00 PM

I haven't told anyone...the 1st time I was raped I was 10 and he was 60+ something...now i'm 22 and he's still alive...i can't believe he's still alive...i can't say how many times he raped me because I managed to block most of it out of my mind...but one thing that's still very vivid in my mind is that one time when he was raping me I was wearing my favorite white cotton dress that had tiny pink bow prints all over it...

Tags: abuse, hurt, rape

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how do you block it out ripperjoey?

Posted by an anonymous user on 9/21/2008 12:57:00 AM (Report abuse)

I am so sorry. You need to report his ass. It might cause you a lot of pain and a lot of work and turmoil, but he could have done this to countless other people. Get his ass put away so that he doesn't get to live out the rest of his life peacefully. Maybe if he gets put away, you could have some closure. I feel for you and I wish all the best for you.

Ripperjoey: I'm so sorry for what happened to you. You can report that guy in Seattle. Do it anonymously if you have to, but don't leave other people at risk!! I wish the best for you as well.

Posted by an anonymous user on 9/17/2008 9:37:00 AM (Report abuse)

i have been there.... by two different people... most of my child hood life... and yes i am a guy.. but i have blocked it out so much i don't let it effect my life.. although when i see something that triggers it i get angry.
the first guy who raped me was a older man and he died already... but the other guy who did it to me lives in seattle and he is alive.. and claimed that he is gay... alot of things can trigger bad memories no matter how hard u block it somthing flashes when it is a reminder. u just learn to control it other wise it gets worst on ur end...

Posted by ripperjoey on 9/13/2008 2:10:00 AM (Report abuse)

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