I THINK I HATE MY PARENTS
Posted by chan2k7 on 1/3/2008 9:57:00 PM
every single day i try to talk to my parents and all they do is ignore me. i've started a hobby of playin the keyboard and theres this one song i really love ,but i can play it by myself . i think its been about 3 month now and almost everyday i've asked my parents to helpme with it but they say in a sad little pathetic fake voice "awww pet i'm too busy" or "i cant be bothered chantelle" it gets on my nervs . Also i have a special tallent for it they should be encourageing and helping me , they know its important to me.Another thing is i cant even be trusted by my mam she thinks i'm not capable of the things she can do but i've proved her wrong about literally 34 times now i duno what her problem is. i'm not 8 anymore godddd.i just wish i had parents i could talk to.My dad is alright talking to but theres some topics i cant talk t him about.also hes got skitsofrania (i duno if its the correct spelling) nd somtimes he just is really angry and nasty and sumtimes hes literaly dancing and singing.My dad takes tablets now when he didnt he used to hit me and onc he almost sufficated me . i started panicing cos he ran after me he put his hand over my mouth to stop me screaming, so i couldnt breathe at this point i forgot i even hada nose.after that i was shaking for about 30 mins i was crying all night.On my frst day of secondary school he was suppost to be giving me a lift up so i got dressed nd everything nd we had an argument my mam was at work so i was scared she usually tries to protect me.anyways he refused to take me nd school was about 2 mile away nd i didnt know where it was . he drove me down to the bus stop and said take the bus but i knew that the bus had left i tried to tell him but he wouldnt listen.i tried to get back in the car but he was swearing and pulling an angry face so i started crying in the street . i got so angry i said "open the fucking door" so he started laughing while i was crying nd said "get in" nd he drove me half way up to school and made me walk the other half nd its all up hill.i think i hate my parents.i mean thy bought me a plasma screen tv nd a keyboard stand COS ID DONE GOOD IN SCHOOL then abou a week later they come out with chantelle your a spoiled brat when i earn what i get.i'm top of he class in music p.e maths and art. i wana do good in a career my parents have really made me a weak person.well i was weak until i went to scouts (girls are aloud 2) thats were i met my bf. so u see they're not like normal parents ,they just dont see that i'm clever and talented any smart parents would use those skills for good needs instead ofwasting them.
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I'm just 11 (becoming twelve in just 48 days), but my mother is a freaakkk!
While my father says "Build your own personality and grow up as a completely different man, not a copy of your parents.", MY MOM IS THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE! She wants me to be a copy of her, and when I'm not copying her she says: "You have no personality. You don't have the power to build a personality. Your friends are building your personality for you. GARBAGE GARBAGE GARBAGE".
And those words really upset me. I want to make her be quiet, starting from "Be quiet.", to "Shut up", to "Will you please shut up!?, to "SHUT YOUR FREAKING YAP!", and she still keeps going, ending only when it gets violent or when I shout "SHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!".
And then my mom goes pathetic and I apologize. But she NEVER (Said threateningly bold) appreciates it and starts the flashbacks about how I hurt her, forgetting that she hurt me too.
But it get really nice and we work it out sometimes. (Yes I'm positive now)
I know one day my mom and I will work out this problem.
While my father says "Build your own personality and grow up as a completely different man, not a copy of your parents.", MY MOM IS THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE! She wants me to be a copy of her, and when I'm not copying her she says: "You have no personality. You don't have the power to build a personality. Your friends are building your personality for you. GARBAGE GARBAGE GARBAGE".
And those words really upset me. I want to make her be quiet, starting from "Be quiet.", to "Shut up", to "Will you please shut up!?, to "SHUT YOUR FREAKING YAP!", and she still keeps going, ending only when it gets violent or when I shout "SHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT THEEEEEEEEEEEEE HEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!".
And then my mom goes pathetic and I apologize. But she NEVER (Said threateningly bold) appreciates it and starts the flashbacks about how I hurt her, forgetting that she hurt me too.
But it get really nice and we work it out sometimes. (Yes I'm positive now)
I know one day my mom and I will work out this problem.
Posted by Mohammed on 7/6/2008 6:08:00 PM (Report abuse)
I totally undertand u.I no how it feels been miss undertood and ignored and insulted and just been unwanted...i mean thats my life 2.Firstly my dad -he is a selfish careless bastard.He drinks,he smokes and he is kinda rasist.so u get de idea of my dad..u c sometimes he can be nice and nice again..but den gets 2 dis point were he gets annoying and den rude and den de fight starts.
My mum-she can be nice and i would say she looks pretty.U c wen my dad is drunk she hates him and she calls him horrible names and stuff like dat well den i hate my dad 2..i jusn wanna him 2 die..de next day my dad is really nice ,buys us stuff and lets us do watever we want and den my mum doesnt hate him anymore which is soo fake..den it feels like my mum turns 2 my dad's side and dey both against me again.
i hate wen dey start talking about money and how much i spend and how much i have already ,dat i should be happy and lucky.I hate wen my parents buy me something and den say 'oh i got u dis and how u pay me back..?by spending more money?'i am like u suppose 2 buy me stuff and give me love coz u brought me 2 dis world and im ur child if u want it or not.
well i guess we r not de only peolpe like dat wo hate dere parents.i think we should make a club and tell each other our stories so maybe we could help each other and have a gd time.by de way we r human beings so we should have our wrights 2 nad go 4 dem.
People like us just have 2 wait until we older so den we will be independent and do watever we want wid our livess..Sso lets say 'fuck off ' 2 our PARENTS!!!!!
Thank u 4 reading it!
My mum-she can be nice and i would say she looks pretty.U c wen my dad is drunk she hates him and she calls him horrible names and stuff like dat well den i hate my dad 2..i jusn wanna him 2 die..de next day my dad is really nice ,buys us stuff and lets us do watever we want and den my mum doesnt hate him anymore which is soo fake..den it feels like my mum turns 2 my dad's side and dey both against me again.
i hate wen dey start talking about money and how much i spend and how much i have already ,dat i should be happy and lucky.I hate wen my parents buy me something and den say 'oh i got u dis and how u pay me back..?by spending more money?'i am like u suppose 2 buy me stuff and give me love coz u brought me 2 dis world and im ur child if u want it or not.
well i guess we r not de only peolpe like dat wo hate dere parents.i think we should make a club and tell each other our stories so maybe we could help each other and have a gd time.by de way we r human beings so we should have our wrights 2 nad go 4 dem.
People like us just have 2 wait until we older so den we will be independent and do watever we want wid our livess..Sso lets say 'fuck off ' 2 our PARENTS!!!!!
Thank u 4 reading it!
Posted by Dani on 5/28/2008 6:17:00 PM (Report abuse)
wow that reminds me alot of my parents and my dad
sometimes he's really easy to talk to and happy go lucky and other times he's just freaks out over nothing
soo been there
ya i get called a spoiled brat all the time im like what the fuck?
So your not the only one out there.
sometimes he's really easy to talk to and happy go lucky and other times he's just freaks out over nothing
soo been there
ya i get called a spoiled brat all the time im like what the fuck?
So your not the only one out there.
Posted by Taylor on 5/26/2008 6:11:00 PM (Report abuse)
wow jane u really helped :) thanx n my middle name is jane :P :D
Posted by Chantelle on 4/9/2008 4:40:00 AM (Report abuse)
I am so sorry that someone else feels the same as I do. Just don't let anybody or anything get in the way of your sucess (like I did). I guess we have to learn to walk alone. When you have your own children, this bad experience will help you be a better parent. You will have a chance to give them everything you didn't have. Let this bad experience make you a more understanding person.
And YES, it its good to get close to anykind of religion.
Oh, and watch out for negative people that may want to encourage you in doing bad things....negative people that may want to take advantage of ypur sadness.
Take care and good luck!
And YES, it its good to get close to anykind of religion.
Oh, and watch out for negative people that may want to encourage you in doing bad things....negative people that may want to take advantage of ypur sadness.
Take care and good luck!
Posted by JaNe on 1/22/2008 2:24:00 PM (Report abuse)
your story breaks my heart.
don't give up, young lady.
you are gifted, wise, and intelligent.
although your parents may not know how to love you, you are dearly loved by your Father in Heaven.
He created you for a purpose.
He has great plans for you. Plans to prosper you and give you HOPE and a bright FUTURE.
Call out His name (Jesus).
I will be praying for you. That you will make good friends that truely love you. Also, that God will put a Godly couple in your life that will love you and teach you His ways. I also, pray that your natural father will be healed of his mental illness and that he and your mother will be restored and that they will learn to trust, follow, and serve the Lord Jesus.
You are a precious, darling, girl. Don't forget it!
don't give up, young lady.
you are gifted, wise, and intelligent.
although your parents may not know how to love you, you are dearly loved by your Father in Heaven.
He created you for a purpose.
He has great plans for you. Plans to prosper you and give you HOPE and a bright FUTURE.
Call out His name (Jesus).
I will be praying for you. That you will make good friends that truely love you. Also, that God will put a Godly couple in your life that will love you and teach you His ways. I also, pray that your natural father will be healed of his mental illness and that he and your mother will be restored and that they will learn to trust, follow, and serve the Lord Jesus.
You are a precious, darling, girl. Don't forget it!
Posted by Amw on 1/4/2008 5:57:00 AM (Report abuse)