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I think I'm fat.

Posted by DiamondDrawls on 9/8/2008 2:54:00 PM
I am 19 year old girl and I have been Belimic for almost 3 years.....i will binge for months and then stop making myself throw up for a few months and when things get bad I'm back at it again.when I was 15 I weighted 109 and well I weigh 149...im not that over weight I just have a little pouch...Ijust dont thorw up because I think I'm fat but also because it make me feel better when I'm feeling down.

I'm a smart girl, I go to college I got a good head on my shoulders.just this one thing make me upset.....how much weight I have gained its all stress weight.but makes me upet...i got a gym pass and I reallyenjoyed it I went every morning and night to work out....that was a year ago..i have not been in a long time.

All I want is some motivations maybe some one who is in the same state as me we could work at it together at least we would ahve something in comman.

Its been about a month since I have thrown up.........


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you know your are right ....i knwo im a smart girl im in college formassage theropy and
it make me upset that i just think lower of myself and i want to change my ways but first i need to stop thinking that i am fat...i kno wimnot overly fat well balery but i just feel that way...
Posted by DiamondDrawls on 9/8/2008 10:57:00 PM (Report abuse)
hahaha ...yeah that right i come on here and make up bullshit story because i have so much fucking time to do that right ?


give a brake this website is for fucking people to come here and say stuff maybe get helpfromother going throuht the same shit shut your fucking mouth an eating disorder is anything.....theres many type!!!


Look it up babiii
Posted by DiamondDrawls on 9/8/2008 10:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
I would like to apologize for the stupidity of theheartshuts, it should actually read thebrainshuts, she is ignorant and has no compassion for people who are trying to express their feelings and minds. But Diamond let me just tell you that your not fat at all! you need to get that idea out of your head. You sound like a lovely person who needs to shop judging herself in front of the mirror..& if you are doing this because you are afraid of people judging you by the way you look (your weight), you shouldn't be, because your real friends and peers will like you regardless of how you look or weight. I learned that the hard way. so if you still feel uncomfortable about your image try to see a (school) Psychiatrist or a school counselor if it helps. & seeing a psychiatrist isn't a bad thing, many people do it and it helps you release all your inner stress. please consider it. & i know it's a big step not throwing up for a month now, please continue to stay strong! remember you are a beautiful person who still has her whole entire life ahead of her and it should not be ruin by a mere idea of "I Think I'm Fat"
Your Not!
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/8/2008 9:59:00 PM (Report abuse)
You're clearly not bulimic. You cant even spell it, and the process of bulimia doesn't span over "months of binging" and "months of purging." If you purged for months you'd literally die.

Don't bullshit me, girl. Leave the attention for those who need it.
Posted by theheartshuts on 9/8/2008 6:33:00 PM (Report abuse)
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