I too want to kill myself
Posted by excidium on 7/5/2008 1:05:00 AM
I'm 24, never had a real girlfriend. I met a girl online from Europe, we fell in love when I met her there, she came here for a week, hated NYC. So most of our relationship was online. This went on for two years believe it or not. Sounds crazy, is crazy, but true. So for whatever reason, I was nervous to have sex with her, and she was completely ok with that (maybe because I wanted to be religious, I'm really not sure.. but I feel like a complete idiot now). Anyway, she couldn't handle this long distance relationship, she was getting depressed, so she eventually found another guy. She told me I should find a virgin. A few things ran through my head at that point - first, maybe it was the lack of sex, I also thought - who the hell is she to tell me what I should look for? At any rate, it wasn't a REAL, normal relationship.. and I haven't found a single girl, before or after I met her. Why? Because I can't go on dates. I approach more women than you can imagine at bars, clubs and in my social affairs, and I've been doing so for YEARS - no numbers.. or they don't pick up. Never in my life have I had a girlfriend, as hard as I've tried. It's incredibly frustrating, beyond recognition.
I have good friends, family, educated, very physically fit, excellent job with no money troubles at all... but this is dragging me so close to blowing my head off. I've already sat with my loaded gun pointing at me, telling myself it's so easy to end it, but I don't have the guts to do it.
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I have good friends, family, educated, very physically fit, excellent job with no money troubles at all... but this is dragging me so close to blowing my head off. I've already sat with my loaded gun pointing at me, telling myself it's so easy to end it, but I don't have the guts to do it.
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Kk7: I have a huge problem talking to women.. they seem to have absolutely no interest when I talk to them. I would be uncomfortable on a singles cruise..
Posted by Excidium on 7/31/2008 11:57:00 PM (Report abuse)
what about those singles cruises??
you can meet a bunch of ladies...maybe hook up with one, and move in with her :)
you can meet a bunch of ladies...maybe hook up with one, and move in with her :)
Posted by Kk7 on 7/8/2008 2:38:00 PM (Report abuse)
I am interested in talking to you. let me know if you wanna talk sometime
Posted by Ali on 7/8/2008 1:42:00 AM (Report abuse)
If you don't already, find a hobby that you like, immerse yourself in it, and eventually you'll find yourself making friends with lots of people that also enjoy the same thing that you do. A lot of girls believe that friendship should be first, and then develop a relationship based on where the friendship is going. (:
And if you're religious (or slightly or... whatever), try going to service in your religion and getting immersed in that. Lots of religious chicks like religious guys.
And if you're religious (or slightly or... whatever), try going to service in your religion and getting immersed in that. Lots of religious chicks like religious guys.
Posted by Penguin on 7/6/2008 8:44:00 PM (Report abuse)
Wills - Get an older woman? I can't get ANY woman. You're telling me this like I actually go on dates and have a choice of what I want.
Does hypnotherapy really work? I thought only a small percentage of people can be hypnotized?
Evert - I would forget her if I could find another girl. I have VERY big women problems, I can't get dates, period.
Does hypnotherapy really work? I thought only a small percentage of people can be hypnotized?
Evert - I would forget her if I could find another girl. I have VERY big women problems, I can't get dates, period.
Posted by Excidium on 7/5/2008 11:39:00 PM (Report abuse)
sounds to me like you need a reality checK! Lets get real, you say that everything is going swimmingly in your life, eg, no worries apart from the fact it sounds like you don't have much confidence when it comes to girls/women. What i suggest is a bit of hypnotherapy, this will help with your confidence and you will c women in a whole new light! Drop the feelings you have for the girl in Europe, not worthy of your time. Try an older woman, plenty of experience between the sheets and you will feel fantastic, and put the bloody gun down, there are a lot more people in this world dying through no fault of their own, get out there and show your available!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Wills on 7/5/2008 7:32:00 PM (Report abuse)
Man, just forget her, don't trust cyber-love, many good girls are waiting for you in the real society.
Good luck boy.
Good luck boy.
Posted by Evert on 7/5/2008 4:35:00 AM (Report abuse)